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2008-11-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

I guess this is it.
19.1.2005 - 4.11.2008

So many r/s went past (:x)
so many conflicts and issues
But underlying I think I still have the same problems.
Insecurity, need for attention, deficient in the academic side.
Feeling like I'm never going to be good enough.

I think I've had enough.

Dear friends who have still here (: much love much much love (:
you girls know who you are (:

2008-09-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

All week, I've been counter-productive, lonely and just a bit "out of touch" with society.
I tried to get more sleep. But projects, worries and caffeine kept me awake.
I had trouble sleeping, only finally getting some shuteye 3+ in the morning, sometimes even earlier, close to dawn.
For a week.
Now, for someone like me, it was abnormal.
Today was the accumulation of all that lack of sleep.
Got to bed at only 4+ last night, and woke up at 9 today and couldn't get back to sleep.
Had a relatively carefree day to the extent of almost ignoring Carbison though I haven't seen him 5 days not seeing him for another 4 days... I couldn't register much of anything he said.. (I'm sorry baby) but I was relaxed, I was... momentarily at peace.
Wednesday night was my saving grace to me initially, I read some notes, did work and really felt for once... empowered by a sense of... responsibility and happiness that I did actual work. My to-do list was getting shorter and I was going to have some time of. For some me time, shopping, drinking chitchatting..

& it kinda all crashed. Like this idea I've actually for once done enough as a thin defense between me and the world ... well, I feel like I did nothing the whole week except let time pass and slack yet not feel relaxed or content or happy or well-rested. No outlet for release aka eating/shopping because I'M BROKE COMPLETELY not that it was anybody else's fault but mine... but the stress is there and mounting as I milk all funds dry.

It's not your fault. I don't blame you. You may have even been joking. (Bad joke)
But I just wished you would have considered how I felt first in face of the mounting stress and pressure as recess week looms to an end.
Fine, I haven't studied, I haven't done research but I'll do it k. I'll do it.

girl, clubbing's out of the question now. I've got work to do.

2008-09-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

I suddenly feel so alone. So lonely.
I mean, it's frightening. The intensity of it all.

Like J wants to meet for supper... but I can't I'm in hall.
Like I want to meet people to go out... but I can't I'm in hall, I have no $$$
Like I want C to make me laugh... but he can't because he's sleeping like 25km away from Hall 3.
Like I want to do things that make me happy... but I can't because work keeps haunting me.
Not that I'm productive.

Like I want to talk to my mother... but I can't I don't know how to.
Like I want to bathe but... I'm scared.

Okay this sounds freaking silly but I feel better. Thanks for listening.

2008-09-23T02:02:00.002+08:00

Alone in hall
Mama Mia playing away
And I drift
To time when you was still with me.

The 5 days was intense.
I was upset with you.
Then excited, then amused then happy
And lastly so so SO proud.

And my friends, WOW them.
Acceptive and fun and open to the idea of cohabitation.
I really appreciate and he does too.
He keeps reminding me to thank them... Yanling in particular.

I love them all so much.

And i'm in hall, they're at home, he's at camp.
But I'm strangely content.

Sigh, I hate growing old.

2008-09-15T11:41:00.002+08:00

It might have taken me a long long time to realise this...
But 2008 has been a good year insofar. Though it's tough, (UNI IS TOUGH K)
and I feel like I can't breath mostly... It has been good.

I went on a holiday with the best-est people around!
I learnt to dive/combat my fear of water/HAD SO MUCH BLOODY FUN.
I'm with him.

Now all I need is an all-expense paid trip to Europe for 3 months and I'll be content.

Kidding. What I need now is... some sense of priority and my baby (:
I'm so mushy I can't stand it.

2008-09-14T13:24:00.003+08:00

A lot has happened.
Well seeing that I don't blog so much... it's obvious I can't remember anything.
Okay, I'll take it slow.

So my mondays are usually bad sometimes worse cos I have to paint banners :x
But seriously, I mean, it's fun but when I stand up after squatting for so long I see stars...
Or rather rather wide whit spaces. This could be promptly classified as "spacing out" LITERALLY.

And then there is Tuesday where you get whipped off from AGM to eat prata and just chill/sleep (: (:

Wednesday is to meet up old pals and chill AGAIN.

Thursday is to... Slack slack. Do "work"

Basically I don't do much work and it worries me but I can't do anything about it.

Oh btw, Publication is using the gist of my design to be their design. Awesome aye. Wish it was the original of course but whatever. I'm done with my "all-ness"

On a totally random note, I'm hungry and deciding to wear; yellow sundress or red shirt with bow-tie. I actually can't wait to wear my bow-tie somewhere! Gosh, I need like 3 more of the Muji cameras! NEED WANT DESIRE!

And I have this weird obsession with memo pads now AND MAMA MAI!
Yes I've been broken-hearted, blue since the day we parted. My my, how can I resist you!

I love it. High-energy boom boom boom all the way. Entertaining, sing-along, bop to the beat movie. But I kinda felt tired for the cast? Too "I'm here, I'm there, I'm everywhere"... If you got what that meant :s

I'm hungry! I wanted to post pictures... but I realised I haven't been taking any, or saving any at least. Soooo bummer.

All I've been doing... graphic-wise, is go onto my current another obsession, www.ffffound.com and trawl the web for aesthetic details that appeal to me. Quite easily la, I easily save 7 out of 10 pictures.

Ta-daaaah!

So nice... sigh. I'll dissolve into thin air la for the amount of workload.

Oh the weekend has been eventful. HAHAA.
Friday was Bugis. Didn't have my camera SO DAMN WASTED A GOOD OPPORTUNITY TO TAKE PICTURES OF THE NLB NB!
Met Abigail, Kahyih and Jingwei!
AND THEN YANLING at night with HoeChuan! Small world.

Turns out my grandpa used to frequent that dimsum place. Awww, I've never met him.... so.. it's nice to have some kind of connection. Had a little midnight dalliance at Mustafa and need to sleep. Saturday was bad day. Only meet at like 5? Ate all of one meal that day! Met Bez Gang ! Bernice! Ages since I saw her la! She looked bit stunned though. Nevertheless, I walk past NIE 5 days a week!

I'm still hungry. Neigh.

I think I'm going to be one of those people who can't be bothered about their GPA...

YEAH RIGHT. I think my parents will disown me, I'll never get a job.

AH I can't help it. I've been socially programmed to behave like a android ): youthinkidontwanttoslackandrelaxmehhhhh

Such a long draggy post for no one nothing in particular. Just felt like writing nonsensically and not having to cite sources and shizzle.

2008-09-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

My other ride is a rocket! says: (10:01:08 PM)
changed again
My other ride is a spaceship! says: (10:01:11 PM)
okay

Been forcing C to change his stewpid nick. LOL.
x

x
x
x
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SUCCESS!
We're going to other space people.
Bye y'all!

2008-09-08T12:39:00.002+08:00

I'm so going to die die die die at architecture lecture later. seriously BURN AND DIE AND DIE AND BURN.
an eternal process. holy shit.

AND SPANISH...
IS
ESTUPIDMIENTE!

LOL.
not lah. like indian only ): ):

2008-08-28T17:27:00.002+08:00

It's been so damn long. Oh well, I just received my Adobe Web Premium CS 3 thingy just today so that's where all my photos goes for resizing, retouching :x before appearing here.

School has been fine, starting to get stressful ? & all I do is watch Ugly Betty. Ugh.

Okay, will let the pictures steal the limelight!

Blindfolded and shamelessly waving to everyone! Blangahs? Can. Ah ma? Can. Random peeps at McDonalds? Can. (Hi, Shane :x)

& then... my first time.... :x like noobs too. Refer to Liling's post. HEHEHE

It was all fun. Gosh, it's only been 2 weeks ++ since that McParty but it feels so long ago. Sigh. Oh well, need to get serious soon! Buck up!

I can't wait for the brightlikeneonlove :x I'm hooked. LOL. What about getting serious? zzzzz. Okay!

Till then, Adios!

2008-08-11T11:12:00.003+08:00

I have no peekchues. None add ole. So there might be a lot of words here.

Okay, firstly, moving in into hall should be relatively relaxing right. Right and wrong. I appeared relaxed but I think I was a bundle of nerves within. I'm not too sure. I just felt weird. Couldn't fall into deep sleep. Couldn't relax. So strung up you know. Ugh. But life's been good. Food, water, aircon. And a laptop. What more? HEHE.

Pretty picture of us but a very very bare room. It's been stuffed now with things, food. MORE food.

Baby has been very supportive?

Back to school bag. Seriously, that hits the spot. Haven't exactly had the chance to bring it to school school yet. But... be patient my love (: (: He also tolerates my tantrums la. So.. not only materially KAEZXZ. But he's a bit irritating. Just a wee bit. Baby, got work to do laaaa~

Booking in booking in ): He is machoman.

So it's been book out and book in really quickly. Really quite glad for school (Probably the only instance why I'll be glad for school)
Besides that, living with yanling is without a glitch, minus the occassional pangs of loneliness as I stare at her more or less lifeless/sleeping body. But I'll find things to do, jog a little, read a little. Do fucking work. LOL, is it me or is there too much "independent" work?

I've just taken a look at the spanish course that Yanling and I are taking and it's not easy lah. I can't do this. LOL. I need to print everything out on paper for my poor brain to process. Anyway, *PLAYS DRAMATIC ENTRY MUSIC*

MY BIRTHDAY WAS A BLAST. This silly cow here thought it was going to be miserable and lonely but I kinda forgot how resourceful my friends are...

WE WENT TO TEA GRADEN MACDONALDS & HAD A MCFUN PARTY!

Technically he wasn't there but I have no other pictures so there. I was blindfolded from Commonwealth to this elusive Tea Garden Place... Which I didn't know of course and on the long long hot humid journey I must have waved to 20 people I don't know. About 8 were foreign workers who waved back. The rest, probably Singaporeans did not I think. I'm not sure. Blindfolded remember? It's an awesome dose of my own medicine. See la Ginger Chia, want to sabo other people think you smart think they got no blindfold meh. To think I was so sure we were going to play Laser-tag. Joke. Shane was there, unexpectedly. LOL. And my whole family was there! That was suprising. That sent me into thralls of crying fits too btw. I'm horrible. It was a small cosy and fun event though apparently many couldn't make it. I can't wait for pictures! I can't!

So then after 1 Happy meal, 1 Extra Value Meal later, (don't judge me, my sister had 3 meals) we left to shop for some things. Liling needed Uni clothes. Heheh. So there I was thinking girl's night out. Stupid Carbison's stuck in Tekong... He didnt't appear. So blah. whatever la.. so Shop shop shop. Someone rather rudely jabbed me in the shoulder. I was thinking.. siao siao. I dropped something? I'm exposing myself?! I'm being accosted by some jabber?

IT WAS CARBISON. That moron.

AHEM, make that lovable moron. Appeared behind, rather sheepishly. I froze lah. That evil lovable moron ask me.. why you never cry? LOL evil right. Enough of crying lah, you made me cry the entire Sunday away.

So then I gallivanted away with him. Shopped a little and that concludes the day. Ahhh. Lovely.

OH MY GOD, NO NO NO. He got me my FAV FAV LOVE TO DEATH PERFUME. Paul Smith's Rose. ARGH. It's sex in a bottle. AHHAHA. OKAY, no not really sexy. He calls me "his bandung" when I'm wearing that scent. BUT it's not really bandung k. REALLY. it's gorgeous. AH... FAINTS.

Thank you everyone. For the sneakiness and planning and organising. You made me a happy 19 year old. Boy, I really don't like growing old. HAHAHA.

So will post pictures up when I get them.

(:

To another 3 day week. YES! (LOL)

2008-08-07T21:53:00.002+08:00

Rather unfortunately, I lost my soul among the STARS and will cease to exist as the normal, breathing organism you know me once to be. (I'm using a pun, puny)

Happy birthday to me; ~~remind me not to be sad about life.~~

Tea at Foster's and Yanling's spag, I'm tired and I don't know why.

Bye

2008-08-05T21:26:00.002+08:00

The last few days before school started was simply packed.
I kinda had no time to... slow down and mentally prepared myself.
That's one contributing factor to why as to I feel so horrible now.

I mean, I've made fast friends, laughing a lot (mostly at myself) it's been good. Considering I didn't go for much camps and all the rah-rah stuff. Of course, some OG mates turn and ignore me but k lah, I also don't know what to say.

First headache was the stupid add-drop period. All the shitty courses left stupid shitty clashing classes.

Second headache, I have nothing to do in Hall except meddle with my laptop, technically not even mine. Retarded. I want to watch tv, read a book, play wordsearch but nevermind, when it's daylight I guess. No stupid music on this laptop. Nothing I like at least. It has an entire collection of Queen.

Third headache, I wanted to do perhaps a picture post and guess what, I didn't bring the cable. No card reader either. I miss my Panasonic camera.

ARGH. maybe the tv room's not occupied. HAHAHA. BYE.

2008-07-31T00:42:00.002+08:00

"Stayover" 1
Movie Marathon
Stayover 2
Food Marathon 1
Small Boy chain-smoking
Sentosa
Food Marathon 2
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.
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PACK PACK PACK PACK PACK PACK PACK.

My dad was so unfriendly. My mum too friendly and me... un-contactable ):
I just want it all to go away.

I need help with school already :l

2008-07-23T02:57:00.002+08:00

-3.02am

Yes folks, I'm still wide awake.

And drowning.

Have you ever ever felt like your heart was sinking into the pits of your stomach and the dull ache that persists? A feeling you can't shake off, a unpleasant emotion. It lingers uncomfortably; gives new perspective to "a heavy heart"?

I've tried everything. Books, movies, going out, crying, Wordsearch, drinking, Pacman, organising my life...

2 weeks; I just want a good run.

2008-07-22T09:54:00.002+08:00

-9.54am

I'm up at this ungodly hour, smelly and kinda sore but happy. I moved my ass and finally got to some heaving and ploughing on asphalt floors with my beloved SWB, first time.

Question: Will earphones spoil if sweat is kinda all around it?

Anyway, any song recommendations? English, Chinese, Spanish?! I need some really fast songs. I was doing my thang... & I realised I was running along to the Beatles. Upbeat, fantastically retro, very very feel good but so... f-ing slow. Like it wasn't motivating at all?

I'm in some distressed organising mode. I organised my photos (MY! That was a chore), my internet top favourite links, clothes, table (Which is already messy by now), my text messages (!)

One lovely lovely thing I wish I was able to do is to organise, shelve/discard my feelings and emotions.

Wah, would I be scary a not ah? As some ice-queen? Okay, impossible but it's one cool thought. No pun intended.

Need some food for thought. Toodles. Adiós. Au revoir. Tschüss.

Kayyyyy, Fengling you need to teach me how to pronounce that.

Tsk?
Tush?
Chish?
Schi?

2008-07-21T23:04:00.002+08:00

-11.04pm

I miss Taipei, I miss my freedom (though I'm free as a bird), I miss late nights out, I miss feeling happy happy.

I really miss my friends. As like a collective whole. I miss having pec-defining moments and giggling giggling and giggling. Not necessarily in any order.

Feeling very very melancholic; nooooo Sex and the City will not save me from this.

I need a good book, very very cold weather and hot mug of something something. Maybe a bagel with cream cheese will help.

*stop freaking out*

P/s: sorry dear, picture was too good to pass up. You look horrified.

2008-07-21T12:17:00.002+08:00

Women pick at their men all the time. It's like it's written in our DNA to pick on his grammar, his sharp cornering, his unnerving understanding, his spelling. It's our little way of saying... we care!

Gee, the irony.

I don't think the men appreciate it much (;

2008-07-19T21:20:00.002+08:00

I'm a depressed monkey.
I'm so tired of trying and trying.

Trying to pretend it's the same because it's not.

Going to Malaysia for a seafood lunch tomorrow. Luxury of time; who knows when it'll be like that again.

I'm VERY frustrated. & I don't know why and THAT'S so frustrating.

Too much is not a good thing.

2008-07-18T10:48:00.002+08:00

This is going to be a very action-packed post because I have so many thoughts running around in my head and so little time.

YES! Ginger is finally busy with life :s
Though a part of me is still in mourning I can't see my Bf BUT hey, independent :x
I'm going to be running errands. AWESOME :x

I just saw a $28 dress on bonitochico that I can't afford. Very sad stuff.
I just admitted to myself (and Joanne) what a lousy friend I am. I can't remember birthdays for nuts.
You know who you are, the people whom I've failed to wish birthdays :l
I'm a failure. Shoot me!

I watched something I never expected myself to watch. Red Cliff.
It was good many cinematic techniques I can identity. LOL. Not that I'm some pro, I was just watching a very chinese flick with a very critical western eye. HAHA. Like the most prominent, memorable one would be the close up CGI shot of the pigeon flying into enemy camp and promptly leading to introduction of blah blah blah. K no one probably understands what I'm rambling about here.

My mind is full of Tuna sandwich Tuna sandwich. I'm having that for lunch later, NO WONDER.

Okay, long awaited photos. Sorry Liting dear, it's up now.. like 2 weeks late :s

Tadah! The blindfold again! :x This time for Bugis MRT to TopOne. I wasn't there. Damn. :x

Look carefully at her expression. The smoke looks like electo-plasm. You know the ghost stuff. AHHAHA. Oh btw the expression is fresh off the MP3 player blasting in her ears and the blindfold. Yanling's sexy hands in the foreground. HAHA!

Birthday Girl's Party hat. Special with ribbon!

Birthday cake. I always wanted this idea to materialise, like many thin long candles for birthday cakes. Effect is quite nice isn't it? (:

Finally! (the ribbon kinda blended into the baclground, damn)

What's life without zany crazy poses?

Shoutout again to Liting! Happy Birthday Smarty!

So that was 4th July, same day I rushed down to my underwater adventure.

SCUBA is actually an acronym for Self Contained Underwater Breathing Apparatus. (impressed not?!)
*oh, anyone wants to go on this underwater adventure with me? there are openings for beginners! ask me!*

So anyway, I had the chance to play with a disposable camera. & since I don't have the financial capabilities to buy Holga or Leica or Lomo camera. This will do. The roll came out quite nicely. I laughed out loud at the swimming pool pictures. It was really fun. The whole anticipation of how shots will turn out (:

So here goes..

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So realised I didn't do a live commentary? :x
1. No time
2. I would like whoever to see it to comment?
Like which is your personal favourite/s? I would appreciate that? (:
TEMM ME WHY! HAHAH or you can guess which is my favourite. Come on, interact with me! HAHHA (I know this will fail but gimme points for enthusiasm, best, REPLY ME!)

Will do a commentary maybe later (:

Okay. Time to make/devour tuna sandwiches.

2008-07-16T15:00:00.002+08:00

This is fucking hilarious.

Scene in Sex and the City.

Miranda and Carrie meets their ex-boyfriends accidentally on the sidewalk and talks to them after hiding in some random apartment. The girls think the guys are not over them yet because of 2 people at the table with 4 glasses of beer. Truth is they have dates sooo... the girls were talking about it pretty like smack-in-the-face embarrassingly...

Miranda; very sacarstically: "It's so funny I'm haemorrhaging inside"

AHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

I'm haemorrhaging inside now because I've stayed home majorly for the past 5 days. Felt like 3 weeks though ):

2008-07-12T23:49:00.001+08:00

I'm at an all time low ):

2008-07-11T10:53:00.002+08:00

My father has a hard disc with 160 gig of movies and PSP games. I'm in techno-geek heaven.

Ooooooookkkkkkkkkk, maybe not. I just think I may have found a way to survive another 14 days.

Girls, if you read this, it is imperative for you to date me out REGARDLESS of anything apprehension/hesitation.

& I'm so not a techno-geek. I am anti-techno/techno cat.

):

2008-07-09T21:59:00.001+08:00

9.59

Sorry Mum and Dad, you don't have a neat daughter. In fact she's disorganised and pretty much loving it.

Being messy is not a crime, not even a character flaw. It's a characteristic. Stop imposing you prissy-ness for the love of God.

-

2008-07-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

9.51 p.m.
It's all a matter of mind conditioning. The world does not stop spinning now that he's in. But you know, one thing's constant.

The inadequacy I'm constantly reminded about by dear ole' mum.

I'm never good enough. I get that. Now, get the fuck away from me.

-

2008-07-09T03:52:00.003+08:00

Time really evades you really quickly.
In a flutter of a heartbeat, things change, break down, are reborn
And life keeps going on.

Recently we got better.
Like lost slaves to time, we hung out tirelessly.
(LOL at that sentence, I think I'm the only one who by lousy diction makes hanging out sound tiring)
Mini-suprises and minor quarrels. Movies at home
(P/s I Love You made me cry like a baby
Hellboy was... all graphik and impressive
I am Legend was well, Will Smith)

Movies outside
What Happens in Vegas
Accurancy of Death
Get Smart
Hancock

We went to the zoo,
went on the Singapore Flyer,
explored the Science Centre,
went on many late night suppers,
got pass my first road block,
bought underwear together (Renoma and Bum Equipment ;);) ),
camped at Pulau Ubin,
shopped at the heartlands for the ultimate NS phone (No camera + flip/slide phone; tall order really! AMK, BEDOK, TAMPINES abit ! ! )
went to Mustafa quite a bit
and took up diving together.

We ate A LOT,
cheap Salmon Sushi after 9 at Giant,
Aston & Botak Jones
Some chi chi Chicken Rice
late night Carls' Junior
Ajisen and Billy Bombers
Triple Patty Ramly Burger with Egg, Cheese and lots of mayo
Suprise at Fishermen's Wharf
Drinks (Bikini Bottom!) at Durty Nelly's Irish Pub
Beer at kopitiam few blocks away
Popeyes at the Flyer
Asian Kitchen Xiao Long Baozxzx!
Introduced Har Gao to Him (: (: at the dimsum place he introduced to me!
Crabs and Shark's fin at home (mine)
Hor Fun and Ee Mee at home (his)
Subway @ Changi Village
Beer at Brewerkz.

I'm just trying to recall, ratherly calmly given the ungodly hour.
But hey, memories hazy now will not be blur with more sleep....

Been meaning to update but time fails. So here is this mammoth post my dear. Enjoy (;

Went to the revamped zhing-ed up zoo. Foilage EVERYWHERE.

I look nekkid here... hmmm, something like what Gladys said recently too, you think Carbison will allow me to be naked in broad daylight?!

Photo of the day! The macho-est of them all is mine. kthx so darn cute please.

I developed a weird unhealthy obsession with taking pictures of zebras and their slightly hypnotic coats, black white black white. hoho!

Dead cheetah

Cheetah with food (raw half chicken)

Munkey area, looks like geometry.
Don't know much about geography
Don't know much trigonometry
Don't know much about algebra
Don't know what a slide rule is for

But I do know that one and one is two
And if this one could be with you
What a wonderful world this would be

Hi baby! :X

This is very common behavior, DO NOT BE ALARMED. I actually do not know what's going on. HEHHE he looks bored LOL

Pelican Pelican. I actually saw/hear a mother asking her kid of like 5? WHAT IS THIS ANIMAL?! *INSERT NAME* HOW CAN YOU NOW KNOW? IT'S A PELICAN! I was a little stunned. Hulllllo stranger, it's not like you see pelicans everywhere okay?

HEH HEH HEH. Handsome bebe!

Our OUR favourite soft toy. I know, it's freaking $16 so a photo will be enough. OH that said, we actually went for quite a few shows. Polar bear show, elephant show, sealion and manatees show, Cheetah feeding, Lions feeding. Pedro the zookeeper is in my course in school! But of course... this post's highlight is not him....

Other days...

We have laid back nights at Carl's Junior with Chilli Fries and Fried Zucchinni. We did this like twice. Exact same food same 24 hour place. Yum (:

We had Mango Ice with Strawberry Sorbet. MORE yum in contrast to the crazy heat waves.

We had a shoot, LOL with me insisting, I want this as a background.. no this only! blah blah blah. But it was a blast.

This was ages ago... BABY IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN and it's just too adorable not to post. Wonder why I didn't do it earlier. It's exactly the kind of stupid things we do all the time that is so fun precisely of the fact it's meaningless and stupid! IKEA BIG TIME!

Don't kill me baby! But hey, look at how I got him to pose :s
If you want this removed... TOO BAD, AHHAHAA :X it'll all be too late. I love you many many. Turban or not :x

Moving on... TIOMAN TRIP!
Sounds exotic right? Exotic places means difficult to reach. AHHAHA.

At the causeway, point of this picture is to show you... THE INSANE AMOUNT OF MOTORCYCLES TRYING TO ENTER. INSANITY.

After like 7 hours of driving, eating, waiting, boating, we arrived at this dark, apparently dingy boat... too dark/not awake to remember much. Just recalled feeling like a illegal immigrant many. Air con with foamy beds. Picture and I was talking! So ugly lah. but yeah... wasn't the cleanest but wasn't the worst. Baby, where are you looking at?! :>

Woman in blue: Nancy, dive instructor. Very patient, very very motherly, funny sometimes in an obscene way. 2 thumbs up!
Man in black wetsuit: Jonathan, dive master? He just seems very experienced, image of him with an underwater video camera (I was already thinking of making an underwater feature film while at school, yeah I'm enthu like that) Very organic and healthy person. Which reminds me to go find out more on EFT which worked on Grace and me and... http://www.mercola.com/ Somehting bout products we use in life.
Woman in bikini: Lynn, extremely brave woman, diving in the barest of bikinis. The water is not exactly warm? Sun wasn't working very well unfortunately...
Tall tall tall man: Vincent (?) he wears NUM shorts and is in his late 40s. That's cool enough.
Man with hand outstretched, face a little blocked: That's Ben! Other Dive instructor. Also very patient, very kind with words. very encouraging (:

On the way to the 2nd dive of the Saturday. Think... it was a rope descent, GROSS ROPE with like crustaceans and fishes swimming around. Ears will definitely pop but it was fun. Leisure dive what.

HAHAHA. I like to do this alot ah. As seen from Zoo pictures and this. HAHAHA.I looked like a penguin in the wetsuit k. Black and yellow, the new asian penguin.

I like this photo. We all looked so happy. Actually of course la. We had a good dinner (no need to wonder about getting seasick), ice cream, satay, grilled fish, grilled sotong, grilling stingray, chicken satay, and Ramly burgers before taking this. Siao right. Like appetite x 10. AHHAA

That's the Ramly burger lovers of Ramly will lust after. 3 beef patties?! with the works?! Extremely messy but extremely satisfying. Sounds risque. K.

Random.

This was like 8 in the morning with like 5 hours of sleep. So thank ful I looked like that! Baby with his man-boobies :x

Jon acting macho. Baby looks... lost.

Buoyancy compensators and tanks and weight belts and flippers.
Check air, look at guages, take 2 breaths and check that guage doesn't fidget. Wear correctly weighted weight belt and wear BC thereafter. Sit and wear flippers. Stumble to edge of boat (gear is heavy) and giant stride in holding mask and regulator. Cold water engulfs you. Breathe in and out with the regulator. Deflate and descent!

A lot of time on the boat travelling results in this and sea-sickness. I complain it's the lack of sleep but I'm not too sure. LOL

Totally not tioman at all coswecan'tdrinkaswe'rebeginners

Towers of India Pale Ale and Golden Ale= 8 litres of beer. 14.5 people who drink. HAHAHA. Was getting bit ludicrous AHHAHA. But experience. Slightly drunk/high waiter. AHHAHA. That was the day I escaped camp and suprised Carbison at Fishermen's Wharf. Sorry for the dismal showing, I really just shouldnt have gone for the camp :l

Random stuff now,

Practising at home how to breathe through my mouth online. I was afraid I can't get enough. HAHAHA. So dumb. Underwater it's like kinda natural/instinct to breathe.

Nonsense that actually warms my heart all the time (: *melts*

A bit of a cliche but when's a better time for cliches than now?
Anyway before I start, integrated cameras on laptops will be my ultimate downfall :x

We kinda run into a dry patch earlier this year. Literally, I felt squeezed dried and left to die. Akward position to be in. Took a long time to get out. But, in your words, things are reborn. I would say it definitely made us stronger. I trust you more now that I did before. & I really say what I mean. I cry my tears of frustration but when I say you're forgiven or that I understand and that I am sorry too, I mean it from the bottom of my heart. If I don't feel so, I don't see the need to say it. I used to say these things only to end the quarrel, stop the disagreement, leading to accumulation of a lot of unhappy feelings. Too bad we only have so short a time to pick up from where we left off... nevertheless I think it's been a great job done. I feel like I belong to someone and that someone needs me too. We are not near perfection but we'll work out the kinks. You're not always late anymore and you speak out more. Will NS be like a test of us? I guess, maybe. But see far, and perhaps we'll get through this effortlessly. Give us both time to adapt and room for mistakes. Whatever it this, you're stuck with me :x

& yes baby, I'm crazily in love with you :>

(I JUST SPENT 2 HOURS DOING THIS UP. TELL ME YOU APPRECIATE IT... NOW!)

HAHAHAHHA! Some things don't change. See you in 5 hours (:

2008-06-23T11:40:00.002+08:00

I'm so kanchiong it scares me. Applied for this apply for that.
Haiyah. I actually don't like myself when I'm all kanchiong.

It's so annoying. Ugh.

Okay, life has been moving very quickly. Got through the first roadblock in my life, spending late nights out doing nothing in particular but having truckloads of fun. Ben's & Jerry-ing like frequently. Think he's secretly amazed with the myriad of flavours. Turtle Soup, Dublin Mudslide, Chunky Monkey, Smores, Chubby Hubby.

Sigh, we're going to overdose on calories soon. At least he works out still, I sort of became this lump of really stubborn lardball.

So anyway, the inability of myself to further express myself in words has made the hashju8y agugau hioashdi PICTURES ARE BETTER

You know, we're like certified geishas now. We took this picture and some PRC man fell off the kerb. Danger Danger. Do not stare and focus on the road... MUAHAHAHAHA.

I like the four lights in the background. Gives some kind of... composition?

THIS IS THE BOMB. GRAPE FLAVOURED YAKULT YOGHURT CAKE. GOD IT WAS DELICIOUS! Of course, it was gone in like 2 days. I remember meetin Carbison with a slice of this, we had like a mini picnic in the mini-park thing. All mini. LOL

Hi, my name is Gross and my friend who's a guy is Jane. No, he's not confused about his orientation, I think it was the 3am timing screwing us up. & i took this picture cos wahhh the score like so pro. BUT ACTUALLY I SUCK. SO there, need to bowl more. AHHAHA

We went to the Science Centre. Lovely place really. Carbison was thrilled like a little boy. LOL. Dinosaurs la. Tsk tsk. SERIOUSLY We even watched Dinosaur Alive. Gave me a splitting headache. OmniThreatre ah. REALLY CANNOT MAKE IT.

This was fun! ahhahaha. SUPPOSED TO DO SOMETHING ESLE BUT WHAT THE HECK.

LOL. I was thinking masquerade. IJC's first prom, Gossip Girl Party, Costume shop's name.

LOL. I don't know what I was doing. REALLY delirious by now I think. I was like I want to take a picture with the tongue! *shoves camera and starts mutating in front of the hideous hideous tongue*
OH BY THE WAY, my baby accompanied me to NTU. BIG DEAL FOR ME! SO YEAH. APPRECIATION! (: (: (: I had to do a pee test :l UGH grossness.

If he had thighs like those I'll run really far away. HAHAHA.

OH! OH! We were playing with this balancing thing for a while.. like see how long you can balance on an unstable board. I win him! SUCKER! :x

You know, it's really fun haveing an integrated camera. It's like addictive as hell. Click Click Click Click. LOL. We have like 109 pictures? In 2 occasions. Seriously. Half the time I don't know what I'm doing. I think I would caption the last picture... "Your Worst Nightmare" HAHAHAHAH!

Okay I had

Chicken, Potato, Pea and Carrot Soup- Half Can Dinty Moore (IT'S LOVELY)
Foccacia Bread- 1/4 of a loaf (VERY NICE TOO) with
Butter Substitute.

for lunch. Yum.

Think my ultimate weakness is bread and butter. Good bread + good butter = Heaven.
Or you know steamed mantous? Those are fantastic with butter too.
K & now to rush out of the house. I should do an outfit post soon!

oh & i suddenly remembered, i went thrift store shopping with my parents... weird.
I have external invigilation to do soon, I'm mighty scared. Diving theory later.
I'm going diving! AND FOC!

and yes... I miss my gfsssssssss. BYE

2008-06-12T11:36:00.002+08:00

It's been almost 2 weeks since I've stopped myself at this particular portal to update about my... honestly quite boring life.

I've realised what I do is sleep, cook a little, eat a lot, constantly pack my room( it NEVER seems neater) & that people around me... makes my life more bearable.

Okay, First up.... The suprise REALLY SUPRISE-I-HAVE-NO-IDEA-AT-ALL party !

Initially, it started out innocently. I had time, the correct photographs, sufficient ideas so I wanted to ask L in a nice way if she was free to celebrate her birthday with us. (Noticed I used L, not LL, not Liling... soooo gossip girl :x )

So out came this...

She seemed to like it; telling me she liked the pictures chosen so... the whole thematic thing was settled. So now, I had to plan.. Invites, location, food?

Invites looked like this. Quite wordy but essential!

Latest, to confirm the details to L herself...

The simplest of all. HEHEH..
Now you know how much scheming went into this (:

So... on that very day itself...

This happened.

In the slightly busy streets of downtown Singapore, a slightly obvious chirpy yellow mask was making its way down to... Bgardens!

Outside the train station where we met,
On the taxi....
At the gardens! *had to shove my SWB earphones in L's delicate ears, sounds of crickets/insects? mf loud. LOL

*oh btw we split up before meeting L. Y, A, L went to prepare first. & then it rained. Seriously you have no idea how miffed I was. Rain on such a beautiful plan. Damnnit. & Y had this FABULOUS FABULOUS idea. So FABULOUS I had to repeat it twice in a sentence. The funniest homemade video ever ever. I'll try to put the link up once I get the video!

So picturessssss...

A cute tanned dude was checking her out... no... not really but he mouthed what's going on through the flexi/fibreglass windows and we were like birthday girl mouthed back rather funnily and he gave a thumbs up! AHHHH friendly people make my day!

Bgarden. Check out the whole body language. Fear + fear+ fear. HAHAHA

Suprise. First photo after removal of chirpy yellow thing. HAHAHAH . L was kinda disorientated. Didn't know where she was. Well, couldn't blame her. Like... it took quite long for us to navigate her to the Pavillion. HAHAHA

The funniest home video ever (: Way to go Y! (: Aspiring Director of 2008!

A, L and Y lounging ! My camera went ka-put here. ):

Kaput camera takes weird odd okay shots. AHHAHA. So not singapore. It got bit dark and I was scared leh. HAHAHA if you didn't know I think I've developed a very strong fear of the night/dark/wtv I can't see in. Think my OCD is kicking in, Cant see, cant figure out.. FEAR! Irony cos I so happily blindfold people :l

& then we went to PS and checked out body shop sales; felt bummed as we missed the good ones went to Starbucks and did what we did best... Chill (: HAHAH! Chiam and Toby made a special appearance.

~The End~

NEXT UP! UBIN OUT-OF-TOWN HOAX-Y CAMP!

Entering NS soon, our dear Ripple Tank. Please take care and perhaps... just talk a few notches down :x

Rain, fucking pouring rain. *12.08 pm 12/06/2008 I just finished my comfort food, mac and chicken stock with meatballs and corn kernels... LOVELY*

Ze trek, which was so unlimitedly tiring. But fun. HAHAHA. I'm whacked. Loads of things to carry. Canned food, tents, water. MY GOD LIKE TENS/TONS OF LITRES.

Can't you see I'm hard at work too? Eye-powering stuff around ain't easy ok?

heartsazxzx <3

Bare trees. First time attempting to gather so much dry firewood, it was fun but dirrrrrty. AHHAHA. will bring gloves next time.

Gateway thingy, was telling C how cool would it be if like a couple, any couple stand there against a backdrop of sunset and have a picture taken just to see the shilouthetes (mf can't spell!)
all these ideas... but no action. too... shy? felt too stupid? I don't know. Shucks.

Muthu's minimart! Furrrr real! There was so much food it was breathtaking :x

Field Cooking 101 begins! Rather innocently. Maggi mee and pre-cooked dawgs. (gangsta speak)

Real DAWGS dripping mf red blood. ): Germs galore &&& they kept coming back!

Semi group shot, C was standing behind me. WHY WHY WHIEEEEEEEEEEEEE?
No group shot as far as I remember. Nevermind, shall learn to speak up next time. Group shot... NOW!
HAHAHA more like command. SHIT. Anyways, L-R
Raymond, Jon, Grace, Karin, Aldric, Shane

Buffet Buffet! hhahaha.
Main
Choice of pasta with Cheese & Herbs sauce, Or Bologi(spelling?) sauce; both with sausage and button mushrooms
side dishes
baked beans in pizza sauce or classic tomato sucae
Curry chicken and potatoes
Sardines or... erm sardines.
Campbells Soup of the day/meal; Mushroom really thick up.
Desserts
Fire warmed- crispy marshmellows.
Longans
sea cucumbers things things (:

Last but not least, C in the morning looking all macho and... awake :x and smug. LOL

By the way, the hut we were big-time residing in is the Lang Hut on Noordin beach. Toilets are so far away with NON-POTABLE water. Sigh. AHAHHAHA. I realised how much of a... kinda cleanliness freak I am. OH NO I WANT TO BE ALL MACHO AND TOUGH but seriously MY HAIR CAN'T MAKE IT. HAHAHAH MY FACE TOO. NON POTABLE WATER IS IT LIKE SHIT WATER OR SOMETHING? ARGHHHHHHHHHH. I have so many zits and gained back all the running weight. I'm depressed..

OH I'M GOING DIVING. FURRRRREAL :l

It's like confronting my fears headon.
HEAD FUCKING ON. I better get that license or I'll never! NEVER! forgive myself.

Okay, now i shall either continue watching SATC Season 2 or pack my room?

Pack or sex? Pack or SEX? PACK OR SEX AND THE CITY? AHAHHAAHHAHA :X

2008-05-26T14:27:00.002+08:00

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

Regina Spektor - The Call

OMG OMG OMG! This song is da bomb. With the movie and everything, it's so apt! GOD, I hope I develop this kind of talent and capability to match feelings to songs to melody to words. Gosh.

Past few days been amazing. It's like homecoming?

I actually don't know the meaning MEANING of homecoming but whatever.

Singapore Flyer, Late night drink(s), Accurancy of Death, midnight chats, Ikea trip back to ECP once more CARLS JR.!

My heart is fluttering floating once more.

Problems; well, we'll deal with it later :x :*

! ! ! !

2008-05-22T23:34:00.002+08:00

Nathaniel Fitzwilliam Archibald is visual perfection. Prefer seeing him animated rather than pictures because... he doesn't take the best pictures. Not as hot as he is in the series. Which I know I'm slow into getting obsessed with. But I somehow feel rather contented if someone could give me a blow-by-blow account because my head is SPINNING. Too many hours under the sun and staring at a computer.

Fun at Lunch today.
Dresses collected *BEAMS*
Cheque to cash in.
Today's not bad after all.

I'm just taking it all in.

2008-05-20T10:16:00.002+08:00

ROFL! I had the inspiration to do something... whacky. (Which is a actually a black and white dog combined togther... another story... tell you later)

Option 1
Business deal negotiation? Success perhaps, leading to raised (empty) champagne glasses.

Option 2
Crazy ting tongs in a furniture shop trying to act seh. LOL

Option 3
Wannabe taitais wrecking havoc in a store because their husbands do not show them enough attention. Bit like kleptomanic, but they crash glassware instead.

HAHAHAHAHA!

2008-05-19T12:18:00.002+08:00

Agnes: I miss Taipei A HELL LOT. I miss the freedom, the coldness, the cheap food. I miss communal living (:

Liling: maybe too much photo editting drives people nuts. HAHAHA no lah. I was piecing everything together and the story kinda fit. Like Yanling's random typewriter story. Dr Lai. I love you lots lah. Glam or unglam. I love all the girls all the same. AHHAHA. so Fengling even without you eyeliner, it's OKAY :x :x

Fengling: Heheh. The power of talking to yourself all the time. I believe that's the key to a funny post. I'm just glad those who found it funny... found it funny. That was my intention lah! HEHEHHE. so HAPPPPPPPY OMG.

Yanling: heheh laughing is good (: yeah. kinda lah. cos no one got to me. Other than fengling. Sorry again. I wish I won 6 tickets?

See you guys later! (if possible) I'll take caffeine and get high again? (: HAHAHAH LIKE THAT'S A POSSIBLE LURE.

Okay pictures pictures (:

Picnic; common sentiment, 4 hours is way late. But it was fun while the fun lasted. I keep doing my HAHAHAHAHA laugh. Which got to me after awhile. Lionel is hilarious. I might die from... laughing too much.

Then it turned dark! HAHAH. Spinning is... lol.. lame. ahahah.

I like sweaty and funny boys. HAHAHA. as long as they don't put their feet in my face/head. Thanks many! hahahaha.

One day I'm going to reach the top... ON MY OWN!

k maybe with some moral support, instructions and help.

Birthday girl making birthday wish. Better wish something for me too. Hmmm, my wish is like damn typical all the time lah..
Find true love, get skinnier, healthy family. Maybe be smarter with finances. Good results. Blah Blah. I never really think WHAT I TRULY WANT. Which I coincidentally have no idea. So I have like 3 more months to think about it. HAHAHAHAHAH.

Again! It's quite weird we didn't take a group group picture. Ugh.

So hawaiian girl lah. The cake was good. I think I need a flower hairclip. Can I pull it off? Been thinking about since the Taipei trip when I saw one clip in some shop. But arggggh, Diva has nice... BUT EXPENSIVE ONES too.
K forget it. Happy belated Birthday my dear girl. Big 2-0.
Might not be the best but think about it. It could have been worst!
Date me out for dinner soon? I'll try to make it up! Try. HEH hEH.

The fun begins. I honestly never liked the whole cake smashing business but k, it makes great photo opportunities. I like the green nails, the different coloured banding around the singlet?, the smile caught in progress.

Yummy don't you think.

NUM advert. LOL. 60+$ for the brand. Hmmm.

Very compromising don't you think. AHAHAHA.

If you sit next to Lionel during handiplus. Expect nothing less. One side Jackson, one side Lionel. Can die already. It was really painful. OMG & this was like... 5 hours later. Now it's like tiny blood clots. The first time I played this... which was with the same bunch too. It wasn't even this bad la!

So movie later, can't wait for dinner! (:

"Read not to contradict and confute; nor to believe and take for granted; nor to find talk and discourse; but to weigh and consider. "

Penguin Books; Great Ideas.
Of Empire; Francis Bacon.

2008-05-18T13:53:00.003+08:00

This post took me... 9 days to upload, sieve through, refine, correct, edit, resize and arrange in midst of my extremely chaotic life. (booooooooo shite)

1) I hope you guys appreciate it
2) Nevertheless, I had fun doing it + a little bit of frustration caused externally entirely.

I
REALLY
REALLY
miss Taipei
NOW! (1.55pm)

*serves as a guage to see how long I'll take to put... 78 Pictures in order. Think my computer might hang. HAHAHA

Here goes~

Supplementary Pictures while we were in flight. Had the lovely company of Liting and Fengling. Was a relatively okay flight. Bitchy service (Do not fret, we were then currently (paradox)the queen bitches; eating all outside food and stuff)

Pleasure. Sounds. Wrong. But it was pleasurable all right (: It was amazinggggg!

I like how the leading lines work in this picture. HAHAH "leading lines", "composition" stuff I read from photog books. K la, I just wanted to take nice pictures k. HAHAHA exposed.

I like our version of Mile High Club better than the sordid, very explicit one. HAHAH. It was exciting and fun without all the grimy... interaction. HAHAHAHA. Shit, I sound illusional.

Because I (we) got high~ Because I (we) got high, Because I (we) got high~~~ la dee la dum la dee la dum DUM DUM (:

Excited peeps all lined up in a straight row (: I love you girls! Crystal Clear!

Hitting the nearest night market which Darren gave us a map to. Being new to the area/alleys/backlanes/night/darkness/country; a 5 minute walk (Darren's estimation) became like a 20 minute slow, careful exploration. Road signs were awesome though. So... Chinese :x Self explanatory picture. Laughing and talking in the slightly familiar environment, bit of heat, humidity like back home. But comfort in the knowledge of cool hostel, cool bunk beds/sheets, excitement in DUH the trip itself.

Food in Shida, this is of course not all. Being the new and excited tourists. We bought... the octopus balls first, cheap and flavourful. Wasabi powder or something. Really starchy/flour-y first taste. Monster Snot, SEERIOUSLY SINGAPORE'S OYSTER EGG THING WINS... HANDS/FEET DOWN! (: Huashi smth mian, Cuttlefish ball with weird mint(?) leaves floating around; lending to it an exotic but.. LOL unwelcome taste. Too herbal? No no, Herb-y more like it. Like grass. Ugh.. There's more! Fries Cup; Mozerella cheese sticks, Superb milk tea (Kickstarting our daily fixation with it) , Chicken cutlet THE WHOLE TRUTH of it, Shanghai Pork buns or something like that WAS GOOD crystal jade standard but cheaper... Can't remember buying any other food and shopping. Like.. cute things, earrings. stuff. Was just keeping our eyes peeled.

Whole point of this is... quite obvious. Bad spacing & spelling. Very funny/weird meaning.

Caramelised Apples in all sorts of flavours and everything. We were tempted to buy it but we didn't. Had it on... day 5 instead? Where we went to STAGE and meet a pig. No, seriously, like a real pig. Alive and... moving on a lease. HAHAHA. Doesn't it look good? (: (: (:

Ahem, style shot. Can't actually understand the chinese words.

We crowded into a little circle, careful not to obstruct the way on the somewhat cluttered street and ate quickly, initially systematically. It was really primitive and fun! ahhaha. Not 2 words I would use together normally but it was unlike anything we do in Singapore. Image la. HAHAHA.

Last picture of first night in what was the foreshadowing "pec defining moments" EE hostel was great. Agnes and Yanling had good sense to pack in orange pyjamas. The lighting was a nice warm orange, VIOLA~ Blending into walls. It is not funny now cos that moment's gone. But it was bloody hilarious while we were at it. Something in the air maybe.

Day 2; classic shot at where else, the metro. Jie Yun Zhan. HAHAHA.
We had little difficulty trying to get from Point A to B, but it really helps if you have knowledge of Chinese. Many people, very similar to Singapore but the walking distance to change trains is really long. Like much more than Outram green line to purple line. MUCH MORE if you have luggage. HAHAHA!

Brunch! Beef noodle combo with a drink and side dish of vegetables. Was about 5-6$? Kinda like Taipei's version of Yoshinoya. Kinda. The feeling. AHAHAH. Yanling made an astute observation. Many people eat alone there. Like... 50% were lone strangers? This was at Ximending btw, the place I see on TV! Where Wu Zhong Xian (No Middle Line) would start his food programmes in the beginning. Right? My memory.. is fading. HAHAHA.

Really cool communal clocks/thermometers. Singapore shouldn't even have such things cos' everyone will just stay at home and melt in front of their electric fans. AHAHHA. It'll be like.. 30 30 30 for 3 days. Then 29 on the day it showers. Then 32 31 30. Blah. Depressing. 18deg cel WAS WAY COOL. Literally and figuratively. Like I packed my luggage to go to another Singapore-esqe place so imagine how... semi-naked we(okay, mostly me) all looked. Taiwanese with coats, Singapore (blur) tourists in shorts and tee. HAHAHHA. Juxtapostion.

Invasion of Domo. There were a lot of shops like specialising in these UFO catch-y thing things. Like entire shops JUST WITH ALL THESE DIFFERENT COLOURFUL MACHINES. Liling had fun, spending some money and not getting anything; and spending effort getting 4/5 free keychains. She's THAT lucky. We tried dirty tricks too. Not to seduce the man in charge of the machines but with someone's trusty comb (which was unfortunately not long enough) to hook out a Raaaaahbu (Spelled as LOVE hahaha) & an alarm rang and we walked away, bounce in our stride (probably due to adrenaline) and laughed after 20 steps away.

Style shot number 2, probably you can see more of Taipei's streets here. Neon lights that are not lighted up because it's in the day. Moped culture. SO many bikes everywhere. Signs in chinese. All of them. AHHAHA. I probably would not be able to drive there cos of all the insanely diffcult words in one JUST one street sign.

After this we shopped like mad hogs in WuFenPu. Think very excited.. not much pictures taken. Was a wet rainy day. Cold, drippy. Not the best shopping day for me cos I couldn't find my mojo. NO, just didn't see much I liked. HAHAHA.

Shot taken after WuFenPu I think. All happy faces. HAHA & empty wallets. HAHAHAHA.

Raohe Night Market after the insanely smelly loo at the train station. It was like a breath of fresh air. Cos I think we were all drained, tired from all the shopping and like bit grouchy. So findning this place. Was. What WE NEEDED! I mean, Fengling got 4 pairs of shoes on this day. That's the kind of spirit. Shop till you drop! Hahaha.

" FL: Kiss me Kiss me!
Agnes: nah Nah ni poo poo. over my dead body"
(I hereby invite you to play "Caption That", think of anything funny please tag me!)

Candid Shot of.. squabbling lovers. HAHAH. no.. seriously GOOD PLACE FOR DINNER. All this insane but immaculate finds in our trip. We were attracted to like their blazing fires to which they prepared the hotpots and kinda wandered into this place.

Look at the runny yolk and fresh crisp lettuce. ON A COLD NIGHT, THIS IS PROBABLY EVEN BETTER MORE COMFORTING THAN A BF. AHHAHA. (God, please don't punish me but sometimes, food is way better than relationships) And Liling's a-okay sign... PICTURE PERFECT. Timing was really good/lucky (:

And then we shopped around even more, streets were relatively empty and quiet. Not crowded. Just the way I believe all of us liked it. The rain.. thought remaining my pet peeve, was like secondary. Whatever la. Thereafter we returned home via taxi. Liting was quite freaked. Our driver was kinda speeding and for the fact, everything looked like streaks of light after awhile. Car lights, neon signs, zoom zoom zoom. Can you imagine not. HAHAHAh. It was not expensive the cabfare and.. it was kinda late already? So worth it. Went back... and this was when the real fun started.

One day, Dr Lai was feeling bored. So she got down to packing her very very disorganised medical kit. She saw a falsh of pink and was curious, not remember putting anything pink into her heftly medical kit. She fished it out and looks at it, vaguely lost before all her memories came back to her. That was no ordinary pink bag. It was given to her by her mentor who inherited it from his great grand aunt's uncle who was coincidentally his gay best friend's wife. It apparently could heal all users back to their original healthy state. Dr Lai realised this bag was the cure to all of the problems she was currently facing with expensive cures and difficult patients. She fixed it up, adjusting a few stray threads and went inside.

It was a thoroughly amazing feeling and she felt rejuvenated. She flashed a victory sign to someone of no specific significance and jumped out youthfully. She had found the ultimate cure. Little known to her...

Her first patient *ahem* victim, Quah Quah Quah Quah~ was in need of some respite. She had has 3 nervous breakdowns due to the stress levels in SGP. She wanted to feel relaxed and heard of this new machine. She decided to give it a try, stepped bravely into it. Dr Lai comforted her, knowing her evident fear (along with high stress levels) She heard a strange whining sound and was momentarily suprised. She then remembered the 500k her client has already given her and ignored it; reason being it could be normal. She instructed Quah Quah Quah Quah and despite being very unsure, she went ahead and zipped it up allowing the machine to work its magic. She then heard the whining sound getting louder and louder and ran away.

There was a loud bang and... the bag stopped showing signs of life. Dr Lai failed to appear....

3 weeks later, someone of no specific significance appeared and approached the bag with caution. Unzipping it with slow apprehension, the truth is finally revealed. Quah Quah Quah Quah farted while the machine was whining out of fear and the toxic fumes shut down the machine. Feeling safe and sheltered, Quah Quah Quah Quah fell into a deep slumber. So deep indeed I wonder what's the point of this. HAHAHAHA.

The plan was to scare The trio that was bathing. But plan failed. We got our first official pec defining moment here I believe. HEHE

Second pec defining moment when the bored... started to play with pants that can't fit. It was insanely small? So.. We decided to revise it as a headband instead. To save the environment, we must recycle! ahahahha. It was DAMN HILARIOUS again I SWEAR. Ahhh come on, Quah Quah Quah Quah don't be shy!

Style shot three. Like the grills (:

! ! ! J as in Jay? And large wooden doors are damn... awesome. Took quite long to find this place. We were like the first customers. Touted as a French-Italian restuarant; the lunch set was 160NTD which is... cheap la! So try loh.

We laughed quite hard at this. Felt really bad. BUT hahha. Yanling had some chicken lag. HAHAHA. sounds like a disease or something. But okay, bad english.. is just plain bad okay. What French Italian; get your basics right first. Had a funny conversation with the (pretty) waitress too. Found out.. the real McCoy was just a shareholder and he visits that place for food... regularly when he has time. Oh My Gosh. Then Liling kina blurted out then Jolin Tsai? AHHAHA Does she come here?HAHAHAHAHA So scandalous. HAHAHA. Waitress didn't skip a beat and answered. So professional really.

Lovely shot. Even lovelier toilets. Weird toilet bowl though. No picture of that. HAHAHA. It had like 2 holes. HAHAHA.

With the man ('s portrait) himself. Fat thighs fat thighs fat thighs UGH!

The food. Herb-y again for the vongole. The tomato-ish pasta was.. okay. I liked the cheese cubes most thought. My carbonara was not bad. Heng I stuck with the familiar. The soup (no picture) was at best, dissapointing. Would just stick to Campbell. I mean, it was like... essence of mushroom cream with 10 times more water than the instructions called for. Milk tea was good. But I like the TeaShop's one more still?

Manicure (for those with long pretty nails) Crazy with lace example! And Toilet Disaster. LOL. Enough said. Moving on :c

Taipei 101! The much talked about bookshop... at least the one that we found... Singapore also have. Page One. Not bad la. They have lomo cameras too just not too sure about the price so... too bad so sad. Lots of branded goods. Too much actually. It was culture shock of another kind. Heh heh heh.

We're facing Singapore! Apparently. Bumped into this group of rather.. unfriendly Singaporeans. We were just standing facing Singapore... and like after taking the picture we kinda just lingered around. Then we kinda realised that group was shooting looks at us like... they want to take picture too. Wait your turn lah! LOL LOL.

Sushi Takeout at Jiantan Station mailnly cos we were starving and it oh looks so good! (:

Ferris wheel; bit too rickety for everyone's liking I think. Rain made it abit stupid as the pictures taken all had like raindrops. Someone should invent plexiglass that's safe and also like super slippery so... for viewing purposes outdoors, we'll always have... clearer views!

Had to flash ourselves silly to get decent pictures & Liting, I'm so proud of you! (: Those twinkling lights in the background form the nightscape of Taipei la.

Do have some pity on Dr Lai. After abandoning everything she had to resort to selling brollys from her hoodie. Think she kinda choked on it, 5 umbrellas are no joke. HAHAH not a light joke. AHAHHAA

Cos we're fly like that. Random shots give you the funniest... pictures. EVER. Fling's hands.. Agnes's expression..Liling's laughter.. Wow (:

K introduction to our humble abode;

Very pro-recycling which is awesome. Filled with guidebooks and books on philo and there was evern Sense and Sensibility. Room where 6 girls make a lot of noise nightly. Wesley used to have the room all to himself, explaining the slightly Charlie-Angel-rish image. HAHAHA. Wesley's Private Room so if we're the girls in that room, we're technically Wesley's girls so yay! Can we kick your butt now? AHHAHAHA.

Rain rain rain ALL DAY. So pissed I tell you. Day I changed another $100 to NTD (: (: Mopeds all neatly lined up again. Weird chinese signs!

Style shot 4. We all have brollys on this fateful day. Really cool (:

ZOO ZOO ZOO! Spacious would be an understatement. Would want to go to our Mandai one SOON! (: (: Check out the stone monkeys? How many can you count?

I may have developed an unhealthy obsession with FLAMINGOS.
AHA. They're skinny, silent, pink and cute. What's there not to like?

They look so similar; like wardrobe sisters. Dark jeans, Green shirts,dark cardigans! HAHAHAH. The pump thing is really cute. Icy cold rainwater gushes out.

Look ma! New kind of birds! :x :x :x Birds with no wings!

Touristy shots with the yaks and the yak herder!

MaoKong. (Cat Space) HAHAHHAAH. I kept pronounciating it as Hair(Mao) Kong( as in Kong Bu de Kong) WRONG WRONG WRONG!

Hmmm, I like how my hair looks like in this picture.. Flat. HAHAHAH

Hey what's there? Do you think it could be my pink miracle bag?
Yanling: Uhh ( non-committal grunt)

Famous mian xian. Not bad not bad. Pork innards balls were quite gross and and and it's doubly awesome with lots and lots of vinegar!

Tian Wai Tian! (: then we had out caramel apple here with dark chocolate. The apple was a green one and I thought the flavours worked really well together. Hehe. We ate at some Ximending place too called the Pasta Bar, it was good. The waitress was nice and it felt like they were all students wokring part time, something we can relate to? Hehe.

Day 5; Dante's Coffee.
Good food I would say. I liked everything. Fresh salad. WAS REALLY FRESH. Chicken was flavourful. Soup was not very thick but thicker than Mr J's one. Caramel Macchiato Yummy! Was it today that the "No Sugar on the train" saga occured? Tang (Sweets) in chinese directly translated into sugar. Ahhhh, to think we get criticised for things like incorrect pronounciation when they can't even get their nouns right. HAHAHA. It could be their faultly hearing too. Sigh... The blame game.

I lost my metro card around here/this time. Oh well, for a nice picture. :x

HOT SPRING! Really thought I was going to boil in that pool of HOT HOT HOT water. Like it was scalding me. Ph 1.5 Scared the acidic shit out of me. HAHAHA but it turned out to be really enjoyable. Once you get out of the I'm-freaked-out-by-hot-water mode!

Trying to give you a hint of the population there. There were 7 young girls (Below 20) and 0 young boys and... maybe 40 elderly folks. It was bit unnerving. HAHAHAH.

Sundown (:

Valentine's Bridge. Really just a bridge that is honestly filled with couples. That's all. Very bare, not touristy enough actually. Which we discussed was quite a waste. It could be like Singapore's ECP but.. hey. we're not developers in this field, we give ideas! HAHAHA

We have lotsa love too. So we deserve a picture. HAHAHA. more than one actually.

Red Castle. We reached here after we crossed the bridge. Had coke and a hotdog and cigarettes (!Gasp!) and back across the bridge to a bus did we find this place. AWESOME! Shopped like mad. Agnes bought 2 Dizi! (: Liling bought Tikam Tikam which made us laugh a lot later in the night. HAHAHAHA!

I like this photo. Not because of the lighting which is bad sorry people but for the feeling I get when I see it? Spontaneous? Youthful? Fun? Like... It kinda makes me feel complete. Like who would I be without you guys? Probably completely shattered. But before this descends into worst emofest, it was fun taking selfshots. I want the pictures Dr Lai! ! !

I like my icecream long.... & creamy(which this was not) but for like 50cents. Who can get such a thing here. Novelty! ! ! (:

Papp Shots! Click on it to enlarge and laugh~ Dr Lai, sorry. Too good to not put up! (: I love you faux Jolin Tsai!

6 girls, 4 days of shopping, small room. Don't expect a pretty sight. HAHA!

Style shot 5. Like the.. starkness of it?

Last day morning. We wandered into the less modern buildings of Guting. Didn't adjust any contrast here. The sun was being very strong.

Picture of how nice Yanling's bed is kept. She kinda ordered me to take the picture :x

One more hostel shot!

Good shot. Wish it was less blurry. Yanling! ROFL!

Posted it once. What's once more? (:

Style shot 6. On the bus back. Quite sad already. Luggage all very heavy also. Poor Agnes's hand like almost got blisters.

Very empty airport w/o Yanling already. We were on the way to meet her if I'm not wrong. AHHAH. Nice cap Liling. Liting looks... unprepared.

sad already. The milk tea not so nice and expensive. Ham and cheese croissant was good though! Buttery. Maybe more perfect if it was less dense and more flaky?

Sexy leopard pooh! Jolin Tsai's property.

Let's just say people do funny things when they're bored. And by funny things, I really do mean stupid things. hahahahah.

Last parting shot of pooh with cool cap, lovingly carressed by owner. HEHEH!

It's 4.07pm. I hardly ever left the computer table. Now, I'm tired and want to sleep which is not the point! BUUUUUT okay, I hope you didn't go blind reading this!

Will update with more recent events ASAP! (:

2008-05-17T10:27:00.002+08:00

Email 1

I want to watch The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian because... I have not read the books before & if the movie is good, I'll buy or borrow the book. I'm lazy like that.

No honestly, who wouldn't want free stuff?

No NO! Seriously, it's a public holiday ON TOP OF IT IT'S FREE (I sound like a cheapo)

NEVERTHELESS besides the very attractive attraction that it's free + on a public holiday, I hardly ever win stuff through contests like this.
So no harm trying again! (and again x infinity)

So let me win the tickets and indulge in not only the "hansum" lion/prince (whatever rocks your boat), the excellent (but fake)[duh!] CGI effects and perhaps... excellent company ( :>)

Ginger

Email 2
Hello!

Congratulations, you have won yourself a pair of tickets to watch The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian from the SeeWhatShow Contest.
date **/**/08
time **.**pm
where *********

Regards,
Mr Brown's team

SooOoOOoO, I don't have anyone to go with. That's like my current gripe now. So... I'll leave it open to my dear (non-existent) readers. Text me asap! ahhaha. The first person*... wins my (dreadful omg) company.

* to my own discretion

2008-05-10T15:03:00.002+08:00

Just to dash off with like... a seemingly mysterious and entertaining post.

Day 1
Plane Ride, Metro system, Checking in (!), ShiDa Night market. K.O.

(EEhostel rocks my non-existent socks; Teashop's cheap&good milk tea, Monster Snot!)

Day 2
Ximending, WuFenPu, Rain, Smelly toilet & a 15deg cel night @ Raohe Night Market.

(Neoprint, Fling's dance moves, Creaky dark overhead bridge, Getting used to intense brolly usage, Superb hotpot! Insane giggling in Strawberry Shortcake aka pec defining moments)

Day 3
Mr J's restuarant, Plumber Blunder, Taipei 101, Miramar Entertaintment Centre (Ironic 'cos it wasn't exactly entertaining), Shihlin Night Market.

(Cold& wet huddling girls, pec defining moment in the loo, acrophobia, Smelly toufu)

Day 4
Money Changer Mania, Taipei Zoo, Maokong Gondola, Ximending

(Chimps-eat-shit, Baobao, stampstampstamp, Ah Zong Mien Xian, STAGE, Shida Night Market Round 2!)

Day 5
Laid back Thursday, Dante's Coffee, Hot(as hell)Spring, DanShui, Valatine's Bridge, more shopping @ unidentified nightmarket!

(Old men gawking, watermen's wharf, gentle toilet, red castle, good sotong, papparazzi shots of Tsai Jolin Sgp version)

Day 6
Taboo from Day 5 to 5am in the morning, snooze & chat, search for "taiwanese breakfast", Shida Round 3, Lugging luggage through metro stations and... more terrain, Airport.

(Linux, Brunch instead of breakfast, Heat instead of cold, 19.81 kg 200g more and i'll be damnned, China Airlines & significantly less bitchy service)

I'll come up with something more substantial once I get enough sleep. I have nothing to wear to a wedding dinner later too. Irritating. Can I just wear like shorts? Ugh.

Dear gurlies,

I would just like to state (a bit publically) that I am extremely lucky to have you girls and glad we went through with this trip. Kudos for all the effort put in to make this a fun and enjoyable trip. There may have been times where you were tired, uncomfortable or just plain irritated in a strange environment but I'm glad nothing blew up. Majorly at least :x I really had a lot of fun and many quirky things happened!
(Curved back, Jolin Tsai moments, YL/LL lookalike depending on angle, Pec defining moments)

Here to more years of sticking together!

Ginger (:

2008-05-03T10:16:00.002+08:00

This is awesome and I have problems forming sentences now.

Just kidding, was momentarily stunned into not being able to say/rant anything on this pathetic cybernonsense.

Basically, our "party" was great. It was phenomenal! haha at least the food and the company was awesome (:
Max Brenner sells molten gold. HAHA. Chocolateeeeee heaven!

& then there was Mayday, totally awesome movie. IRONMAN. I found it very amusing, hahhafunny. And Robert (I talk about him like he's my friend) is awesome as the lead. Gwyneth is hot being a carrothead and her heels... are to die for insanely high and totally~ impossible to be able to escape from baddies. But it's a (BLOCKBUSTER) movie so let's just leave it at that. Adverts were long. So long, they deserve a mention. haahah!

So, tomorrow's the trip. I hajfhsjfhsk am excited & nervous. AHAHA
But I'll gotten everything (even my composure) and packing has been fun with my sissy sitting in her cosy corner instructing me.

I have started making lists again. I like and dont't like the feeling. HAHAHA

Till then, maybe another more insightful post tonight!

I HAVE AN EXCITING DAY AGAIN, SANDCASTLES AND THE BEAAAAAACH. (:

2008-04-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

This is too good to be true right right? HAHA except in my dreams, I'll be all alone with them. & definitely skinnier and like more tanned (:

knocomments. Adam's hot.
We mere mortals, can just sigh in desire. HEHEHEHEHHE

TOMORROW'S MY LAST DAY AND BOY ARE WE GOING TO PARTY! (:

AND GUESS WHAT, YOU'RE NOT INVITED! LOL LOL LOL.

No offense, I just keep saying that at work and it can get pretty funny. Only if you hear me say it of course!

Taiwan in.... 4 days time! mymy, this should get exciting!

2008-04-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

Agnes, this goes out to you (;

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& another one!

He's coming out soon; don't worry (: heh heh heh

Zit attack ):

2008-04-27T21:49:00.003+08:00

ROFL! HAHAHAHAHAHAH (I wish I was a figurement of my own imagination)

2008-04-27T04:54:00.004+08:00

There are times I totally do not know what I'm doing.
This very moment is one of those times.

Ironically, I expected it and now I'm feeling unsettled about it?
The lack of sleep is doing me in.

How do I get a clear head?
(& again, I so predict, one year down the road, 27.4.09, I'll probably be like what was I thinking one year ago?)

/post

The rustle of the wind
I imagine
Ruffles your hair and
I imagine
Raindrops falling a-platter
And I imagine
You and I, walking silently
Imagine
Walking till the end
Till time is just a few digits
And imagine the smiles
On our faces

And as quickly as imagination comes and goes,
You’re gone. Just imagine.

Wrote/typed this down a year ago. Wow. I remember who I was talking about. I don't remember how exactly the feeling is. But close.

2008-04-26T16:24:00.003+08:00

Email conversations
End of 4months
I love NY cap
Unlimited sashimi

Itchy toe
Missed Interview

I tried for everyone happy thing list something unhappy
& I can't find the last two.

2008-04-25T09:42:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was awesome! A blast from the past! Fantastico!

HAHAH. So a couple of (pretty) girls finally met up on this faithful Thursday night at Blu Jaz Café after an insane… 5 months after graduation. (:

I really enjoyed myself (& my mojito) and the fantastic company. ( I keep using fantastic, next I’ll say we’re the Fantastic Four!)

It was just nice to reminisce and talk and gossip and just catch up. Seriously, “catch up” has a whole new definition now (:
Like Abigail said, We should definitely do this more often! Or at least until my contract is over! (:

Caught up with Carbison too, Fishermen’s Wharf with a beer and extreme swing in the backdrop of the evening, it was just nice being able to talk and laugh (semi-high) HAHAHA. Thanks for Spongebob. That made me week, maybe the next too :x

Funny shizzzz.
G: *blows flying kiss to Agnes @ SCS*
A: Wahlao you don’t mean it loh, It actually traveled like that *Makes weird hand motion to gesture at some other direction*
G: I want one too!
A: *blows one kiss towards my direction too* flies across to Tekong
G: what the fuck
A: wahlao why you scold bad word!
G: I meant it loh!
Use your imagination. If you laugh, imagination is good. If not, you probably not know how insane we are/how insane work can make us (:

I still remember how the view looks from your balcony, nothing fantastic but definitely different. I still remember your idiosyncrasies, nothing commendable but definitely staying in my head. I still remember your words, nothing concrete but definitely false, untrue and hypocritical. So remind me, what am I supposed to feel again?

3 more working days; excluding this dreaded/well-loved Friday. (: I can’t wait for it to be over.

Now, like at this moment, I just want my stomachache to go away. (&&& the pretty pretty pictures!)

2008-04-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

Malaysia drops KL-Singapore bullet train project
The 8 billion ringgit (US$2.5 billion) project, proposed by Malaysian infrastructure and utilities group YTL Corp in 2006, aimed to cut travel time between the two cities to 90 minutes from seven-and-a-half hours presently.

Yay! For faster and more convenience transport to Msia. Not to mention the potential for crime rates to expand exponentially, issues of unfair land acquisition practices, creation of slums, urban decay. Even before the proposal has been confirmed, the project is doomed to fail really; looking at the vagueness of the “high costs” involved as well as the obviously flippant statements made.

“Oh, high cost, that’s why it’s not considered” It’s hard to want to believe such brief, sweeping statements. Nothing is cheap nowadays, that’s for sure. But we’re all trying to deal with it. So let’s postpone… say 3 years. For everyone to just pick up and be economically powerful again, will this seamless means of transport ever be realized then?

ANYWAY! I lust after these for the inner rock chick in everyone. LUST (:

AND THIS IS JUST NEAT
Arachibutyrophobia: Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.
Bathmophobia: An abnormal and persistent fear of stairs or steep slopes
Soceraphobia: Fear of parents-in-law
Menophobia: The fear of menstruation.
Japanophobia: A fear of Japan and Japanese people or culture
Papaphobia: Fear of the Pope
Gamaphobia: Fear of marriage
Spermatophobia: Fear of germs
Medorthophobia: Fear of an erect penis (LOL!)
Alektorophobia: An abnormal fear of chickens which may be a result of the fear of feathers, of winged creatures, or of flying animals or bird
Didaskaleinophobia: Fear of attending school
Oneirogmophobia: Fear of wet dreams
Gymnophobia: An abnormal and persistent fear of nudity
Kakorrhaphiophobia: Fear of failure or defeat (HURHUR)
Cyprianophobia: Intense fear of prostitutes and venereal disease

K, freaked out.
Okay this I very weird but do you have stereotypes attached to things/people that you can’t seem to shake off? I do and it’s concerning the toilets at SCS, and I’m not even talking about the “haunted” one. Hehe.

So.. The first cubicle (which is unfortunately stuffed with toilet paper and I suspect, traces of blood…. It was so gross I didn’t want to take a second look) is known to me on clean, normal days as the superior, VIPs, VVIPs toilet. This is not totally untrue. I find the toilet paper there of higher quality, not the wipe-your-ass-with-sandpaper quality. There are like rolls of paper somewhat discretely chucked on the back for the uppity class. Those are the rolls of paper you should take. Not that I’ve ever tried. I’m not deserving enough. HAHAHAH!

The second cubicle is known as the commoner’s cubicle. Enough said, it’s just common. Nothing damningly wrong, paper is reasonably rough yet not sandpaperish.

The third cubicle is … the one with the shifting toilet seat. Not good if you’re heavy and clumsy like me. AHHA. People who are in the know *winkwink* will secretly silently sniggered when they hear the familiar sound of the user’s bum sliding across as the latch fails yet again to hold the seat in the correct position. All this people would have been victims as well lah so… nothing much to laugh at *sniggers*

The last being a squat for me la, it for people in a rush just use or desperate... or they view it similarly to the more comfortable one. This viewpoint astounds me! Because they’re vastly different things in terms of comfort level! Nooooo way. Ugh.

Okay and there goes my insanely mundane and random observation of life.

Not been posting stuff up due to insane social schedule *sniggersnigger*
and my stomach's been acting up. Like giving me the most painful reminders to I-don't-know.. eat regularly or something. Just when I started being all healthy and sporty. BAAAAAAH. Will keep my (imaginary) readers updated on my health status...
Like you know, when I faint, you guys can laugh... that sort of thing?

LOL. I certainly hope not. Time certainly flies; I'm ending work soon.

Very quickly, I'll be in Uni
Then we'll see if I do well there a not, not only academically but in other aspects as well.
Then I'll graduate
Then I'll find a job
Then Then THEN THEN THEN!

I don't really know. I just know I have someone to thank someone who has stuck by me. Literally! Tic Tac box... You know who you are ;)

2008-04-21T13:11:00.002+08:00

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2008-04-21T13:08:00.000+08:00

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2008-04-20T21:28:00.002+08:00

I've got any extremely tired face so the report must be pretty right. That's my aura you're looking it. So behold, I'm burning hot.

Not exactly the best thing because it can also mean I'm in emotion turmoil (Check!) or illness ( eh, not exactly)
or having the time of my life. Can I be enjoying and yet suffering at the same time? I think can leh, it's probably the best manifestation. Is it that hard to escape? To run away?

I've been religiously (ridiculously) drinking cooling herbal tea this weekend, wonder if it'll change anything. Maybe control my breakouts or something. It's been horrible. Right now, I'm craving an ice-cold Choya Honey. Omg. I don't know why. Random Fandom.

I'm looking forward to another fab week
thati'llactuallybecontentspendingwithyou.
Another thing... better not let me see the pervert again tmr!

2008-04-19T22:57:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired; not of writing
but of thinking and wondering and questioning.

Here's what I randomly typed out yesterday:
Email Conversations @ SCS
Pervert sighting AGAIN
Outfit analysis to Yanling Down under
Diving :s

What happened today:
Hot Glue Gun
Mr Sim @ Hotspot
Bodyshop this and that
Crystal Jade (I'm such a foodie smut now)
Diva Sale, finally got something
Suicide case next block. (Bless his soul)
Run.
Agnes's notebook

I very the cranky now

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I want to stop thinking. I want to i want to i want

2008-04-17T22:50:00.001+08:00

So this was the fucking schmuck... that screwed my day. My week. My weekend. This is probably not the most incriminating video but what Agnes and I saw/felt/observed; he's guilty alright. Numbskull.
I feel so... fucking raging mad. I wish he could just die okay. He probably wouldn't even be caught because life's fucking like that. "Emotional Stress" Agnes said. Okay fuck that. It's a fucking strain to survive like this.

Why do people like that get away? Why does he even do it? Why do OTHER people not notice? Do they care if they noticed?

Ah fuck, wth.

2008-04-16T17:19:00.001+08:00

“I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you”

Butch Walker; Mixtape

Not best but good enough.
Jing sent me this song like eons ago. Funny how a song can stir up so much.
She sent me through email because we couldn’t seem to see each other online long enough to send a 3.2MB song. We were that busy. & just in case you were wondering if we were both like far apart or like distant… Far from it?
We went to school together, was in the same class and lived like 3 bus stops away from each other (then).
That probably showed you how screwed up our school lives were. Hectic?

I can’t remember how I was feeling the very moment I heard the song. Don’t think I was heartbroken. Probably really tired. Well, watch the video. I hope it’s still on youtube. That was another clear memory.
SADNESS GALORE (wasn’t that or wasn’t that ironic?)

So anyway, now, I just want to note down to sick sweet feeling of… rejection? Stupidity? Anger?
I can’t quite describe but I never want to forget this feeling. Just because.
At the same time, on hindsight, after writing this whole schmuck, just as an afterthought, it can be pretty positive don’t you think. Like it could have been… LOL (one year from now, I would be just as lost as everyone)

I was digging through my Economics notes for Joel the other night & I really think it’s insane. I mean, that many essays/readings/not forgetting DRQs/notes/mindmaps? Did we actually do all that? Was it even humane? But k lah, guaranteed “A” if you worshiped the notes like I tried to do.

Today’s just lethargic. “killer” mood you would say. Yeah okay, stop harping on it already. Fuck it. Stop.

Bordellaprincess.com
Blackjetta.blogspot.com
Cheapskatechic.blogspot.com
Fopsanddandies.blogspot.com

Been hardcore-fashion-blogging, OH random thought. I wonder if my memory’s still like last time. I will read stuff, not remember and when asked for info, magically fish it out somewhere. Not all the time lah if not photographic memory already but some. So I am wondering if I can remember the clothes/name/models/genre/brands of those high high high high fashion. (High= expensive, haute couture, impossible to possess, sometimes objective) Not important, can’t believe I may have considered taking Apparel Design and Merchandising. Think I will go nuts due to some serious inferiority complex issues.

I wore a damn ah-nia dress today. Comments agnes, fengling, yanling?
LOL AH NIA~ I think… nevermind la I like.

Then then then, excited about food later and and and gorgeous dinner date tomorrow. Excited excited excited. Going to see glamourpuss (Abigail LOLOLOL sorry, it’s one of those random shizzz again) and roseatebracessssss (Jingwei).
I have to say, it’s damn stupid. I live one stop away from her now and we like see each other 3 times since school ended.

But whatever, TOMORROW!
AND ASTON’S LATER! Though… aiyah.
Yanling’s leaving agaaaaaaaaaain ): KaOzXzXzs.

Can you please go to… supermarkets and buy junk food back please? LOVE ALL THE CHEAP PASTA AND ALL THE INSTANT FOOD THINGTHINGS. It’s amazing. I’m going to clog up all my arteries, harden my kidneys and in future, possibly kill my liver too. I’m going to die of hypertension on the job in my “claustrophic” cubicle. HAHAHAH + other factors too.

I think Agnes is suffering from Xiang Si Ping
LOL. WTH go figure. Byebye now (Heidi Klum)
Hi Prime NZ Ribeye steaaaaaaaak and potato+pasta salands. Heartssaazxzxzxz
* promptly goes into cardiac arrest*

2008-04-16T08:22:00.000+08:00

"China bashing" has been a staple of past US campaigns but the candidate that wins the presidency often tempers the rhetoric as geopolitical concerns take on more importance once the White House is secured.

This statement is like… the bomb. “Tempers the rhetoric” and “geopolitical concerns” Will put it into my phrasebook it’s awesome. But my favorite has got to be “China Bashing”, I mean there’s a term for such… criticism (Called or uncalled for I’ll let you decide)

It’s like the use of slanderous material to instigate the masses and like hype them up on the necessary evils that the nation must take up before the commonly ‘superiority’ can be thus assumed again. Sounds like good ole gossip to me. To instigate, provoke, illicit a reaction, not always positive to something which remains largely objective/subjective/debatable; like the presidency, love, education, elitism.

Ahh, woe of all.

I went for “supper” again. SO FUN. LOL. Every late night escapade is like awesome. I may be able to gain entry into the Supper Club soon. Met old flame TJY, idiot LOL. Those jeans are really awful and for xhhs only so lose them; pronto! Over a cup of milo, we talked like for 2 hours about… anything/everything. Stupid joker leh. Same old same old. Just with that teeny weeny bit of maturity. Just a little okaaaayy. But complaint! Too last minute=very tired bitch at a job which requires a lot of patience. So dudeeee, plan ahead. & stop laughing at how stupid I am kthxmany.

Basically, I feel the days have been getting warmer. Like hot. I walk 2 steps out of my doorstep and like the heat gets to me, seriously screwing up my hair/mood and the humidity sets in, sticky icky feeling till I get to like Antarctica. Which is no longer freezing due to global warming… or at least the practical need to set the thermostat so high people get more “productive”

I need to jog soon, since buffets seem to be arriving my way all the time.

Every now and then, an insistent jab persists. A gentle prodding manifests into an erratic and uncalled-for irritancy. Swaying to the slight tilts and bumps, the now sore part of my back screams for bleeding insanity as my mind registers the futility of all. She exits the train; and in that moment wonders if the train was just a stage scene in the greater scheme of life. Just for that moment, the exhilaration of truly being able to disguise, deceive and conceal any flaws, shortcomings or deficiencies hits her and a half smile creeps secretly onto her lips. Sliding down the giant electronic ladder, a slight breeze, almost a whisper, lifts her hair and caresses her memories. She shut her eyes for a second only to allow the light to shine through once more.

That was yesterday's musings. Kbye.......

2008-04-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

I forgot to email myself what I typed out at work this afternoon so I'll just do it altogether tomorrow. Just as a note, the wind was so strong when I got home (early) today, messed up my hair and skirt and almost... just almost... made me laugh out loud. It was just so funny. Hair everywhere, can't see feeling slightly stupid. Ah, but all works well this way. Okay need snooze time before like my head falls off due to sadness/unexplained phenomena.

2008-04-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

“From 0.8 per cent in the first half of last year, consumer price index (CPI) inflation accelerated to 6.6 per cent in January-February, MAS said.”

We’re all screwed. Let the Singapore dollar…. APPRECIATE! *Flicks magical MAS magic wand*
(The Dollar balances and slants up precariously into the unknown, unreleased hence secret-hush-hush band of trade-weighted currencies.)

I read this “I also possess these powers in the arena of vices, paranoia, and over-excitement.” somewhere and I laughed so hard and agreed so viciously I had to like copy and paste it in all glory. I get like excited like damn easily; okay provided I’m not grumpy or moody and seriously, it sucks your energy level BUT nothing much a new amusement can’t solve (;

Dianarikasari.blogspot.com is awesome (: I wish I was that skinny, that rich and that cute. Dress-sense wise, I’m still going to remain more normal. But who’s to judge more normal. I mean it could mean, simple, understated, typical, boring but normal? Ugh okay… moving on.

I bought this book, the memory keeper’s daughter before it become a “best-seller” which makes me feel like it was divine intervention. I don’t usually buy books. Unless I have like some… vouchers?! (:
Now it’s in some movie/series thing.
http://www.mylifetime.com/on-tv/movies/memory-keepers-daughter?CMP=RAC-MKDNYT ARGHHHH it’ll be good for people who don’t like moving slow gradual books with a buildup of strong emotions (rather ironically) I think I should read that book again (:

Before I forgot, got this habit of noting down things I want to say here, but I keep forgetting it. THE IRONY OF THINGS. So now, I remember. I saved such random snippets in my phone soo yeah. Here goes.

New (old) clothes and Vomit in lift.
Toby’s damn malu ( Malay for “embarrassing”) streak
10/4/2008

Please treat me like I don’t exist.
9/4/2008

Light Stick sunglasses
Agnes’s train incident
NTU interview
Good service at Objectifs.
8/4/2008

& totally random things like websites.

Food.rumspace.com
Kyuriiwardrobe.blogspot.com
Alternateexpresso.blogspot.com

Products:

Rose Geranium Scent Lip Balm $10 at Apotheraphy smth at Raffles City
Gloves in A bottle lotion, thinking of this for my Lao Bu for mother’s day. Need to find it first of course.

Or food things to do!
Paulaner Brahaus Sunday Brunch Buffet. (Add $10 for free flow beer!)
Melt; the World Café at the Oriental (apparently good deal buffet)
Werner’s Oven; German sausages (: (Okay, I cheated, this was from my planner)

So basically, I’m all set to like do many many things. First barrier would definitely be like my job hours. LOL. Second would be financial. Third would be company but that’s not too bad. I’ll just go alone if need be. Which reminds me. Need to complete my museum experience.
I WANT TO CAPTURE MY AURA. (I will forget this so must note down here so I get reminded. somehow)
It’s at Fu Lu Shou, it’s such a weird(?) thing to do but seriously I want to see how accurate it can be? For like $4.80 (according to yandaokia.blogspot.com) hahahaha. Why not? SO….weird/ancient/old building… here I come!
Not like I actually mind the oddness of it all. It’s not typical so WOOHOO for un-mainstream stuff.

I need to get into NTU. (so I can get 10% off at Mind Café) LOL.

So juvenile all the worldly worries
Of love and lust; of pain and insanity.
What can we do
To avoid the undertow of emotions
To refract the memories
To a secret part of the ever-evolving mind
Please disappear.

The ancient Greek philosophers believed that it was possible to love something without actually possessing it. That is, while a philosopher may not possess wisdom he may still have a love of it.
Therefore, the lovelorn may still love (Ignorantly? Innocently? Blindly?) even without possession? Isn’t that a worthy/noble notion? Or is it just blatantly stupid?

Well, people MAY want to be blatantly stupid.

BACKLOG

2008-04-13T03:49:00.002+08:00

Alrights. Been really whirlwind busy... or maybe just downright lazy but here's the showdown.

Thursday: met up with Joanne sweetie and instead of Miss Clarity, had MOF instead. Talk talk talk end up assisting this Indonesian couple to Oxford Hotel Don't know what/where/how but Joanne with her powerful navigation skills did.

Friday: Botak Jones + mad rush (okayyy, semi mad) rush to get portfolio done. Food was good; sufficient greens and gorgeous gorgeous steak. & then last minute editting and consultation of attire blahblahblah

Saturday which is also today which is also the day I survived on 5 hours of sleep and only one cup of coffee.
Woke up early to go down to NTU. May not be as bad as I thought but it could be me feeling very excited. It was cool in the sense not only were there like many many girls; they were all nice as well.
Xinyi, Amanda, Li Nin, Jesslyn and whoever else I spoke to was.. NICE (:
the blah bit was the waiting, it was a bit ridiculous. Meet at 9, written test at 9.30 to 10.10. WAIT TILL 1230 FOR INTERVIEW then can go already. Geek Terminal was a snazzy place, a snazzy but NOTOPENFOROPERATION place. UGH. And had sushi buffet instead. NEVER WILL I DO THAT AGAIN. TOO MUCH FOOD, TOO SMALL STOMACH/WILLPOWER TO FINISH ALL THE FOOD. &&& though I was really tired, to the extent I can close my eyes and drift off in like 5 secs.. Met up with JOEL; the new driver in town and we sped (ahem) off to have supper. AND THEN MINDS CAFE. IT WAS AWESOME LIKE FUN EXCITING AWAKENING. JOEL CAN REALLY DRIVE LEH LIKE I FELT SAFE LA OMG OMG INSANE; I was telling him this means we all old already. Met Weiluo and Kenneth as well, was like the first official meeting since they graduated. Oh well, always time for more in future. Laughed so hard so many times OMG

Okay, disjointed thoughts for someone with very very slepy eyes. Will elaborate should the occasion rises. Now, I need the well deserved snoozetime. (:

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2008-04-10T23:43:00.002+08:00

I need to find something to do at work. Like a little reading/knitting/reading.
Was doing some big-time research on like crafts and such, then I got bored, moved on to lifestyle/design...
& now, I think I'm into cyber-stalking. LOL

BTW, I can't knit. Just trying to fill in the blanks.
That's what I try to do all the time, fill in the blanks to the questions swimming around in my head. Wondering if I've made the right decisions, I've said the right things, I've been who I want to be. (okay, and again, I realise the who "I" issue)
Wow, I really need to stop thinking, processing, trying to analyse things too much. It's getting annoying even for myself. LOL my favourite random thing to find out now is... Tomorrow wear what ah?

LOL I'm still not prepared for interview. K need to think what to say, what's important. WAHKAO. NOT MY THING.
OKAY NEED TO THINK IN PROPER ENGLISH. SELF COMPOSURE. INTELLIGENCE. WHAT'S LACKING? LOL LOL LOL

Seriously, even before going, I'll like to mention that I'll probably HAVE TO DO COMM STUDIES.....
Nothing else will suffice. Period.

Okay, tomorrow work shall be very... informational. Botak Jones tmr (:
Steak steak steak steak!

I wanted to say something like very cliche and then I changed my life. You know it, I know it. Just a matter of...
I don't know. My vocabulary isn't working. Zee monster coming to get me.
I miss being... happy; both inside and outside.

2008-04-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

Heh heh, I'm a bit late considering it's 12.09am now but HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANLING. It was insane doing your card. My creativity cells all like died/exhausted/became non-existent. Will be MIA in awhile in the creative arena :x

Anyway, funky as hell picture of the birthday girl (:

I mean seriously, glowing florescent aviator shades?! Who can be cooler?

AHAHHA. Glowing mucus is second.

Just when you thought snot was gross, well, fengling; you made it awesome again (:

The always crazy "photoshoots"! Liling's fierce, check out that pose! Agnes is damn high. Yanling is geeky cute. Fengling is... squatting with a glow-in-the-dark moustache and Liting... erm.. is a figurement of our imagination :x That's what I always say when the photos are blurred. Sorry, love you still very much.

The card thing thing, thought it was very... like.. sale item post picture? I don't know, maybe I'm just biased. While I'm at the topic of the card, I would like to thank Agnes for my excessive consulting and borrowing of materials. This would not have been posisbly without her (:

I had that same feeling/epiphany again whereby I just felt so thankful for this group of friends here. Who are just as if not more insane and on the sane frequency as me. Thankful and happy and just very content la. Woohoo (: Touched anot people. If you guys even read this! Hahah Okay, moving on, backlog starts now. With the bday girl of course, who else.

I made her wear heels/extra formal hehehe SORRY 'GAIN BUT IT WAS FUN RIGHT. Hashi day, whereby we both watched our first official art feature film. Look at the words behind Yanling; how... true laaaaah.

Sneaked a picture of Sherman Ong/Director/Film Workshop Instructor during the Q&A. Thank god we stayed. Meaningful information to interpret the film. Aweeeeee-some dude.

Okay, that was then. Last but not least, let me present to you...
*drumroll* MA MAMA.

She's damn kuku, suddenly come into my room and demand I take pictures of her (and her weirdashell poses) and subsequently pushes herself into the like empty grey wall behind the door and insist I take pictures. Omg. Here is the results.

Okay, meeting nicole tmr! and Joanne for dinner (It's been toooo long) and I can't wait! And I don't understand why SWB's battery keeps running out so quickly.
I'm going to faint. Bye bye now.

2008-04-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

+ My funky glasses finally
+ Agnes's nifty jumphop into cabin
+ NTU COMM STUDIES INTERVIEW ICANNOTBELIEVEIT
+ Excellent Service at Objectifs

And superiority was never my thing. I thought my heart could stop beating at that moment. I wished it did. Though it means skipping the interview, which noooo wayyyy~

Okay, tired.

2008-04-07T20:40:00.001+08:00

You don't know me, you don't even care.

2008-04-06T12:39:00.003+08:00

Movies I want to watch *hint* marathon

Disclaimer: most likely to appeal to people who... are of XX chromosomes, likely to like period pieces aka potential boring flicks with a lot of arty farty/historical allusions.

Pride & Prejudice
Emma
Marie Antoinette
Mona Lisa Smile
The Virgin Suicides
Interview with the Vampire
Atonement
The Painted Veil
A Very Long Engagement

Other potential flicks to catch:

Across the Universe
Donnie Darko
The Motorcycle Diaries
No Reservations
13 going on 30
The Freedom Wtiter's Diaries
P/s I love You
The Darjeeling Limited
Dan in Real Life
Harry and Kumar Go to White Castle
Borat
What's Eating Gilbert Grape
Ed Wood
Don Juan DeMarco
Donnie Brasco
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Sleepy Hollow
Chocolat
From Hell
Happily Ever After
Finding Neverland
Secret Window

& you're right the last few movies being Johnny Depp's movies. OH MAN. I don't even mind rewatching all the POTC series/ or the Harry Potter series.

It looks like it's going to rain, jeopardising Hashi. NoOoOoO~~

Okay. Lastly, book(s) to read:
Tiliting Our Slaves to Catch the Light by Cyril Wong

Okay, I'm that bored. Now for photos. Like long awaited.

Wow, Pro... maybe it was a sign of what was coming up. *winkswinks*

Yanling @ work. It was cool. Not really, literally, it was really hot.

Favourite two (:

I actually took this picture because I noticed the arrows on the gate. Thought it was cool.

Okay, going out with Miss Director (: Hashi!

2008-04-05T23:06:00.002+08:00

This is the 5th April post. On the real deal itself.
So I pulled myself out of bed reluctantly and sat in front of the computer with my handphone and dialed Objectifs like I dont know what? 6 times and no one picked it up. Okay fair enough it was only 730 am :x
And then at like... LAST MINUTE 810am just before I was going to give up on any film-making experience. I saw UNDER JUNK MAIL, THEIR EMAIL which is so vague about whether I was going anot so icalledyanlingupfromherslumberandrushedhersofastihadnotimetogiveaspacebar.

And we took a cab down (which is quite insane), reached 15 minutes late and I would not actually want to think how late we would have been if we took the bus.

Anyway, no regrets. It was awesome working with someone you clicked with in terms of like style and... basic train of thought. It was comfortable if not very warm(weather sucks) and we both had equal roles to play. We were "Too cool to be true"

So, our day was spent like that and just to keep y'all in suspense. Something really crazy/exciting happened. I mean don't be too mean, what's cool for the cool kids may not be cool for you normal people out there :x

I need sleep now. Cos my legs and arms are aching so bad LOL for no reason, think I'm ageing too fast for my ahem age. Will keep you updated on that big suprise. Soon Soon (:

From here onwards is 4th April entry,

2008-04-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

Okay, short update. Taboo, the game is awesome fun. Ice cream flavours at Udders is dope and I laughed so hard my ears went redhot.

Other than stupid calls and absolute boredom, my day was pretty fly.
Oh food was boring though. but platable. Hehe.

Justin's last day. The full impact will not be felt till Monday. I'm so sure. Anyways, need to bathe, sleep and live like there's no tomorrow (:

2008-04-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

Am I okay?
How can I be okay when you used to make me so happy/floaty/ignorant/stupid?
How can I be okay when you truly made me smile?
How can I be okay when some memories just seem to be on autoplayback and I can't resist smiling?
At the same time,
How can I be okay when you don't respect me?
How can I be okay when it's obvious it's not me you're interested in?
How can I be okay when all you say is not anything you meant?
How can I be okay when you just say things not to mean it but to get what you want?

Yet,
How can I be not okay? Knowing that I should just move on because it's not worth it.
How can I be not okay to find out that I've just escaped what could have been more abusive, more serious case?
How can I not be okay to escape?

One question, probably asked out of curiousity and boredom. You would have no idea what it instigated.
I need to vanish.

2008-04-02T19:59:00.002+08:00

I'm like vindictively trying to stop thinking. Major supression issues. And then it kinda struck me that I should just... keep occupied somewhere esle because if it ain't worth it now, why should it be worth it later? If words are only meant to placate, trick, cheat, then why speak?

Anyway, Fengling and I had this semi-funny/quite irritating sms conversation.

Me: Hey are you free later? Emergency meeting later. Tm dinner?
She: Wahlao, have to cancel hot date already. All your fault. Smth smth interview interview.
Me: huh huh huh? Who's that guy? What interview? blah blah blah
She: No lah, I wish I had a hot date to cancel.
Me: Write a personal ad lah. Blah Blah *details about meeting*
She: Wah, 2 for 1 lah.

HAHAHA. So, I'm going to write my own personal ad now. If you like see it around... Don't reply. HAA!

Female, 22* Optimistic and pessismistic. Likes Sushi & Tau Huay, someone to laugh with and talk to. Likes intellectually stimulating conversations on life, philosophy and the whole arty farty... fart. Loves secondhand goods (Not men) OBJECTS, INANIMATE THINGS. (Not Men) Slightly insane, loud and.. unstable. Needed: High Tolerance level, chatty, humourous, steady. Email me @ ging*rchi*
@hotmail.com

* cannot reveal real age/email; wait mama say got cyber-stalker.

LOL, I'm amusing myself. Damn. I actually felt moments of relief typing that out. I'm emotionally off the notch. I like blinkymummy. I think? I don't know forgot. Stumbled upon her blog at w*rk doing major website hopping. Shit, I have an itinerary planned. Supposed to work out the finer details and mail you girls but my sister is like... overpowering me.

I need to go run a marathon/cycle to Bedok reservoir and sweat it out.

I actually like Project Runway.
In 32 days, I'll be gone (:

2008-04-01T22:56:00.002+08:00

In the past 4 days, I've spent 3 days at Yanling's house.
Not that I'm complaining, food, drinks, company was perfecto.
Basically (See, I told you I kept using that word) I've been trying to... plan THE trip with my gurlies and though there were frustrating moments; we all passed that. Now, it's just confirmation and we're off for an off-road adventure.
Okay, that may have stretched a bit too far. I'm just really excited. I mean, everything is better than **** now, because seriously imperfect information at **** and on **** is too strenous for my delicate mind now, so GIVE IT A REST, TAIPEI HERE I COME.

Psst, I'll try to blog everyday now. Inject a little positive energy into my life. That is what's important. Sign up for this; http://www.tut.com it changed my life. Okay, semi-altered. You can un-subscribe if you find it irritating but I seem to welcome such messages (: Try to find this book "Carnival Of Wit" by Leo Tolston (spelling?) cos it's really funny as well. What esle can I say?

I'm so excited OMG OMG OMG. I already started planning what I wanted to wear. LOL. OCD OCD potential case coming right up.

I want to go to a thrift store, Geek terminal and... to feel at peace again.

TRY! Tomorrow will be a better day.

2008-03-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

Basically, 'basically' is my favourite word to stall people now. That and 'actually'. I can use it up to... 7 times in a sentence. Okay, bad joke. Maybe 4 times. And I get reminded of a ANTM episode so much I feel like a total airhead. Other than that, it has been an enriching experience. I've lost faith in (most of) humanity. People are indeed getting more... questionable. Myself included in this sad sad equation. So I was just thinking, I really don't ever want to touch Maths again. So Business, Econs is pretty much out of the window. I have an interest, not a passion so.. wtv, move on. Moving on is essential due to the transience of it all. But think about this this way, transience is permanent in all mankind. So what an irony is this. A paradoxical one. So basically it's all bullshit. Get into trouble, don't back off. Move on through it (Come on, someone's got to do that shit right, why not let it be you?)Get it done and over with. Make that over... OVA FUREVA. (I'm getting there.. I will get there)

Key is to occupy myself. Been hysterical over SWB, and it has been a chore. Kudos to that one cucumber who has been patiently assisting me though what works for him, doesn't exactly work for me.
So now, I'm a podie. Not your average podie. Which just means... I'm a losuy music fan. HAHAH. Which reminds me...

Not your average fan.
I truly appreciate the different layers of meaning injected to your lyrics; blending not only literal imagery but the sensual, tactile and figurative definitions. Not many other songs/bands have evoked any such feelings before and it definitely amazes with; the skill and intricacy of emotion placed into quite simply, the?singing of the eventual song.

My personal favourite would be a tough choice between 'The Sun' and 'Nothing Lasts Forever'. Both being strangely accurate depictions of love in ordinary people's lives, mysteriously working through us as we grow up.

'What life was like through photographs
Trying to recreate images life gives us from our past.'

The sadness of reality is seldom acknowledged yet ironically easily identifiable. This could be why 'The Sun' could relate to millions out there, the infectious tune stuck in my head.

'Built a wall around my heart
I?ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep'

'Nothing Lasts Forever' epitomizes love all twisted and sharp and hurtful where not one but two victims will results. I truly fall in par to the feeling of the song.

Of course, what would words be without a melody, without a voice to broadcast it to the masses?

Congratulations to all who are or should be proud ticket-owners; you guys are in for a all-sensory treat.

Why I got free tickets to see possibly the sexiest badass band around. Ah, wonders of the(ahem, teh) language.
Okay, it's Monday and I can't wait for the week to be over; it doesn't make sense. Btw, Taiwan/Taipei is on! So is travelling in lux.. I think. Tentatively, but seriously, hostel not bad too right. At least the UK ones were relatively fun. Or did I subjectively forgot all the bad stuff? Hmm. I wonder. I feel disorientated. Why? I don't know.

Okay. Can't wait for either Tiger Sorbet or Geek 'Lite. Meanwhile, need some entertaining videos or like movies to like you know upload. Deal with the mundane boredom of life. Need a little thrifting. Hmm. Anyone on?

April's Fool. Where the biggest fool is probably yourself. Go enjoy.

2008-03-26T09:00:00.002+08:00

I shall upload all the links, pictures, videoes. INTERESTING STUFF

Later on.
Now, I need to EFT/meditate/not shit on my pants.

I'm actually relieved and excited now. EXCITED because... I don't know. Life's curveballs are so... unpredictable you know.

Date me out for a movie. Anyone. (cosIgotafreeticket,we'llsplit?)
hehe.

2008-03-22T13:19:00.002+08:00

I can't do the talk, like the talk on the TV
And I can't do a love song, like the way it's meant to be
I can't do everything, but I'd do anything for you.

8.5/10

Basically, life is mostly all good.
- Maroon 5 tickets+ meet&greet
- SMU interview.
- Job that doesn't feel like one.

But the nagging liability is killing me.

2008-03-15T11:11:00.003+08:00

I was looking through all my photos and at the IJC folder, I felt pangs of heartache and happiness. We've did it. It may have been good or bad but at least, the very least, it's over. The long journey to school, the tedious maths formulas, the crazy schedule, the millions of essays, the incomprehensive and un-memorisable Economics diagrams, the encyclopedia of facts of Nairobi, Kenya, Abu Dabi, Timbuktu... I'm just blessed with friends that geninuely care. Though we may meet up less and talk less now, I wouldn't forget.

This woman deserves an entire post by herself. She is.. simply the most brilliant teacher around. The passion and zeal she puts in her work really motivates me. From a lit klutz to a not-so-klutz, remarkable. Books, prose, poetry is now not alienshizzzz to me. Like Bernice said, we can do PC anywhere now, movies, books, life. I really appreciate everything. Hokkien translation just before A's, starbucks cookies and PATIENCE, quizes and weekly PC to hone us. KUDOS MISS LIN. YOU'RE THE BEST!

To the kids in Vietnam, Sapa as well as the people involved in OCIP, be it a donation, help or the actual team itself, life-changing experience nevertheless. Remember we printed this photograph out for them, I wonder if they'll keep it, like how I would keep the memory of them. Dead rat boy, kung fu boy, Jingwei's scandal, train ride. Sigh. It's was a helluva school trip.

KNONSENSEALREADY :C sorry fl ;x

THE REAL DEAL

THE REAL DEAL

THE REAL DEAL?

NOW, the usual boliao no focus no theme shots.

I remember this was taken when out flight was delayed from Brunei back to Singapore. Joanne was upset, I was whiny and everyone was just bummed out and tired. I wonder why the sunsets in Singapore are just not so.. picturesque.

RANDOM

Red blue red blue red blueeeeee told you no theme liaozxzx

Red Sky in the morning, Jingwei!~~ How long has it been? the morning ranting of bags being too heavy, how school sucks and the MOOKS girl and aggro-skating boy. oh man.

SMU
Dream school?

Which reminds me.. Uni application.
Ugh.
Reminds me too much of work.
And I don't know what I want to do.

You only would live life once (:

2008-02-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

You know, it freaks me out pretty badly when I read that it is scientifically proven that your mug and toothbrush contains more bacteria than your toilet seat. I mean, toothbrush, something you use to clean your teeth. Ugh. Just plain disgusting.

Basically, work has been about just a few things lately.

Yawning
Wikipedia
http://www.blog.makezine.com
http://www.blog.craftzine.com
Problem Calls
Stupid Calls
Sad Calls
STUPID CALLS

Equals a very stressed and wired up me

KTHANKS ALOT

iwantedtouploadpicturesbuti'msotiredi'lldoitanotherdayfornowishalljustrant.

SOOOO watched CJ7 it was good

funny and yet heartwrenching; truly stellar performance by the little girl acting as a little boy. YET BRAINLESS AND IN CHINESE.

LOL, but super HAHAHSMACKSHEADDAMNITFUNNY

Watched L, change the world too.

I teared a single tear. DAMN gay but wth, i'm sensitive. LOL (Agnes, dont laugh) It was good, bit no climax for a thriller suspense thing BUT good dying/virus/burns make up, good pus out of sores, good back straightening and weird typing. heheh. I'm a fan

Company's been perfect; Fun

& I'm just tired and waiting for the price of wallpaper to drop. HAHAHA

New hangout place. Blu Jaz. Need to try some beers.

NEED a trip to the park, takers?

I'M STILL ALIVE SO SAD FOR YOUR STUPID EGO.

2008-02-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for the time wallpapers are cheap again.

2008-02-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

I would like to start with the Abominable Snowman & the Snow Princess

LOL It was off the top-of-my-head-randomn
I mean, what's with the snow thing? HEHE
My LOVELY COLLEAGUES. HAHAH JUSTIN WHICH I BULLY TOO MUCH HE HE HE
ANYWAYS, JUSTIN'S SMALL. (not that Agnes is big, the angling tsk tsk)

Vanity thy nonsense camwhore splat

I got a weird neck and a very model-seque cousin who acts like an ahbeng but is truely a sweetie (: AWWWW

LAST BUT NOT LEAST WARHOL INSPIRED POP ARTISH FARTISH RUBBISH (RHYMED)

Flights of fancy

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned

LOL AT THE RED LIPS MUACKS KBYE

2008-02-09T13:19:00.001+08:00

I'd rather read a book.

2008-02-07T01:14:00.001+08:00

Some long-overdue pictures.
I've been reading a lot on Wikipedia.
A lot meaning hitting the "Random Article" button approximately (2-3 weeks from now LOL!) 200 times a day. If I'm on a roll

So far, I have covered Philosophy, Harry Potter, Titanic & her sister ships (can't spell; Brittanic and Olymp... Ugh), Objectivity& Subjectivity, Portmanteau, Affluenza, Existentialism, Bryonic Hero, Mary Sue, Anna Karenina, Cult of personality, Qualia, Nairobi, Charlotte Bronte, Literature, List of Shopping Malls in Singapore, Urban Sprawl, supercentarian or something with super in it cos it means a person over the age of 122!

& many others stubs and what-nots. It has been awesome.

I've read The Invisible Man by H. G. Wells, all of Hans Christian Andersen's short stories, bit of Sun Tzu's The Art of War, most of Emily Dickinson's poetry, F. Scott Fitzgerald's The Offshore Pirate (liked it a hell lot), A Modest Proposal by Jonathan Swift ( Yes, again, the disgusting eat babies thing) & again many random musings. It has been crazy straining even for my poor eyes :x

Ookay, to the less tiring section. Four pictures (:

Look ma! 300 chins and an ugly face LOL

&&& 3 wants. (impossible unless someone wants to pay for shipping from US)

Spelling Bee Pendants. A-dork-able (:

So... Zen please ARGHHHHHHHh (k not so zen anymore)

THIS
IS
JUST GORGEOUS
NUFF SAID

BAAAAAAAAAAAI
& HAPPY APPY CNY!

2008-02-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

What's happiness?

2008-02-03T16:14:00.001+08:00

Lose weight, pronto.

2008-02-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

just so you know i'm alive sad for your stupid ego.

THUMBS UP TO GINNY CHIA, YOU MADE ME FECKING WANT TO CRY OUT IN LAUGHTER.

2008-02-02T21:44:00.001+08:00

I'm lost too.
I'm lost in lost thoughts which flew by and would never return.
I'm lonely but am I alone?

I

2008-01-18T13:14:00.001+08:00

SAY HI JUSTIN!

hi~ *gay voice*
Giggles uncontrollably

NOOBSHIT
K BYE

2008-01-18T13:13:00.003+08:00

WE ARE IN
AND OPPOSITE A BIAAAAATCH
TRALALALLALALA

SLACKO MUCHO

WAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

2008-01-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

There's just so much that time cannot erase.

2008-01-06T06:11:00.000+08:00

I'm not okay.

& I was right. That feeling's still around.

Take a step back and reflect.
But that's so hard, impossible can't be done.

The song repeats in my head.

Flames to dust,
Lovers to friends,
Why do all good things come to an end?

2008-01-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

I am currently feeling confused now.
A little lost and stuck and dizzy, messed up and
I've ran out of synonms

What if I still had school, would I be feeling the way I am now?

I feel like crying but not out of fear or sadness but rather of confusion and a lack of footing.

There seems to be nothing I can do right and the only way out is to abandon everything which just means losing a lot.

I don't what to do or where to begin or how to continue.

I'm not miserable but I'm not happy.
I'm not upset but I'm not satisfied.

There's this void that I myself cannot comprehend.

I hope this feeling fades away fades fucking away.

2007-12-30T13:28:00.000+08:00

2007-12-30T10:55:00.000+08:00

lol i'm tired and bored and broke

Seaworld

Corkscrew= Genting x2 First roller-coaster ride of the holiday. Took it twice consecutively. Adrenaline junkie.

LOL my knees go weak when I see so many of them I want to touch them and swim around with them and scream and try to echolocate.

Canal Cruise

Floating church. Capacity up to 80+wedding couple+priest= Seasick-memorable wedding. Capable of moving due to twin turbo engines. Crazy

It's a channel bar filled with birds. CHANNEL BAR REPEAT AFTER ME
NERANG RIVER IS A BRAIDED CHANNEL? DUE TO HEAVY SEDIMENTATION AND EROSION OF THE BANKS.... TADAHHHHHHHHHhh
I SOUND LIKE A DERANGED GEOG FREAK

phft pftp phftp jhhft pfht x10^23
52$ AUSSIE FOR 3 MIN RIDE
BUT I WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT~
):

THIS USED TO BE A COMMERCIAL LOVE "SHACK"
In the words of the guide, "when the currents are calm, this used to be the only thing rocking out here"

WEIRD SHIT colored buidling. Reason being these colors lavender purple darker purple blue will be exactly how the sky would look like during the sunset. So for every 5-10 minutes everyday in summer, the building blends cohesively into the surroundings. How's that for camouflage. LOL

Some rainforest thing. Soemthing I noticed, they're not really for ecotourism though the toilets lead straight down to the wilderness.

k the fun part now, MOVIEWORLD & DREAMWORLD

I am greatly humbled by THE GIANT DROP. GREATLY EXTREMELY DEVASTATINGLY HUMBLED BY THE SHEER CRAZINESS AND EXHILARATION THIS RIDE OFFERS.

I like this. Like a pimped out version of the classic (ahem, boring) pirate ship.

All the trees were like that. So quaint. So vain

New definition of falling. The Police Academy Show. Crazy shizz (:

BEST RIDE OF THE ENTIRE HOLIDAY
IT WAS THEMED LIKE FANCY FANCY AND OH-SO-FAST
Somebody saaaaaaaaaaaaave me :x

K vain and bored with available setssss. CUSTOM CASKET ahha the extreme right reminds me of prison break which I can very safely say is not bad and the extremely slow me has completed season 2 and read the spoilers for season 3 and i can't believe SARAH TANCREDI IS SHOT DEAD IN THE FOURTH EPISODE WHAAAAAAAAT IS THIS? I LOVE WENTWORTH THOUGH. SEE WE'RE FAMILY. NOT WENTWORTH MILLER BUT MY DEAR WENTWORTH. LOL shit. :x

My Heroes Part 1

ALL STARS PARADE WOOTS GOT SHREK BUT NO gingerBREADMAN! SIANXZZ

My Heroes Part 2

Random liaozxzx

Candid moment at its best. Put fast-approaching waves and unsuspecting parents for such incidents. Guarantee success! (:

And that's the thinning ozone layer for you.
I couldn't actually believe I was standing in the Pacific Ocean
At least meddling with the water of it.
The significance of it to El Ninio would not be forgotten
El Nino I know but my geog teacher does it in the Ninio way ROFL

K i got a job
*pause*
*applause applause*
I'M EXCITED AND I LOVE MY BABY! (:

k need to stop binging. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe

2007-12-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

2007-12-23T11:43:00.001+08:00

You know, I am truly sorry that I'm never going to be good enough for you guys.

NEVER.

So forget it.
Why do I even have to try because frankly I've had enough
enough of trying to gain trust
enough of trying to be someone I'm not
enough of being controlled
enough of being misdirected and misinterpreted
ehough of all the psychoshit

You guys think you give me freedom.
Seriously, all you've cultivated is a deep sense of how a family should not function.
Thanks to you I wish I, myself would never have such a family which appears 'normal' on the outside but is downright f-ing dysfunctional.
I rather it be dysfunctional than anything esle.

So stop trying.

Altogether now.

2007-12-06T13:50:00.000+08:00

I realised most sad, upsetting, just downright suay things
are a case of bad timing.
I don't know, the world may be a better place if there was more forthright-ness (is there such a word?) and honesty
Yet there are so many things to hide.
It's like a never-ending game which saps you.

Life has been a-okay.
Been exploring a little, watching shows/series somewhat, shopping abit more and eating wayyyy more.
You can call me Ginger, the whale soon.
Nice ring don't you think.
UGH.
Leaving in a day to OZZIELAND LOL
Part excited, part sian part want to go there now.

Alrightys

PEEK AT MY PICTURES

Exploration@sgp
Fishermen's Wharf; the place that I rememebered going like last year. Seems loooooong ago. So we were looking for some High Street Plaza/High Street Centre. It was such a drag. Walked through Raffles Hotel though. It was aaaaaamazing I like. Saw a wedding, nice!

YEARLY FIXTURE OF NOT ENOUGH SLEEP AND THRONGS OF PEOPLEEEEE aka Standard Chartered Marathon.

5 in the morning yo! Was in-charge of the third? holding pen. Sounds like livestock right. ahhaha!

Throngs and throngs and throngs. It was going on for like 15 minutes. The crowd was still relentless. LOL

It was like a sleep fest downtown feeling. Surreal. Cool. Quiet.

K think random liaozxZx

TATA GOING DOOOOOOOWN UNDER
WANT TO SEEEEE KEWL AND KUTE BOIZXZXZ LOLOL
TILL THEN!

2007-11-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

You really challenge an-already-fragile love/hate relationship.

Dedicated to my love.

2007-11-19T15:52:00.000+08:00

Okay, I'm back.

Went shopping for Prom with my toyboy...
HAHAH no lah with my baby :x *awww*
I actually feel shy OKAY WHATEVER anyway here goes.

Modern Faaaaaaa-brick shoppe.
& then to the musuem, we had our second "date" there ages ago on a Friday, after my heats (:

Public Installation. It was an embarrassing moment HEH.

Attempts to be larger than life
On the big screen lah another of the interactive installations. It's awesome !!

Finally (:

We were bored and my camera happens to have a handy timer function.
Trying to be angry with each other, he just looks bemused ;p

Timer timer timer So.... romantic.
Pardon the slippers he's injured.
Poor thing. FASTER HEAL! :D

Slip LOL THE MUSUEM IS MELTING!
It has to do with global warming and such
What a poignant message! (:

I love the musuem!
& your smashing company Mr. Nonsense (:

2007-11-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

This is just the backlog of photographs before and after THE END.
It really IS the beginning of THE END!
Eating and playing and sleeping and watching Heroes and Prison Break and what-nots.

Getting fat yet getting aching legs from all the walking.

Okay. The initial mess and chaos that ruled both my mind and room.

Vee wend aleeeeetle bid ker-raaaaaa-zy. Mega-pouting. Pouting's funny.

Ultimate mess; kinda pissed my parents off real bad.
LOL told them not to sweep/mop/clean my room/touch my things.
Yet, there is comfort in this mess OOOOOH-KAY, maybe I'm just weird.

K now, the randomness

MISS LIN GAVE THIS TO US IN THE MORNING & IT WAS HEEEEEEEEEAVEN.
WHITE YUMMY CHOCOLATE AND SOFT CREAMY BUTTER COOKIE
HELPS THAT IS IS ~~PRETTY~~ AESTHETICALLY PLEASING TOO.
AND I'LL CONTINUE IMPROVING MY HOKKIEN. FOR YOU! HAHAH!

ULTIMATE DISGUST
EL NINO LA NINA GONE FOREVER! Normal, un-normal, anomaly, abnormal, FREAK-A-LEAK.

TEDDY! HANDSOME (but dumb) cat but still...

FAVOURITE PENCIL(JO GET A KICK OUT OF THIS) HEH!

I STRONGLY FEEL FOR SUCH PEOPLE. ANNOYANCE TO LIKE PASSENGERS
WAS TIRED AND EVERYTHING ON THE WAY HOME & THIS. AMAZING OLD FOLKS THESE DAYS AND AND AND... WE'RE FACING AN AGING POPULATION OH DEAR GOD.

SHOW OFF LOL

AND NOW!
THE FUN PART!
INTRODUCING...

FOOD IS GOOD COMPANY GREATER AND AMOUNT OF FUN! PRICELESS
FEELING OF FREEDOM! INVALUABLE!

ANOTHER MOOD SHOT BEFORE I GET STARTED ON THE FOOD HEHE

*DRUMROLL*

Hambuger Steak in Brown Sauce
Wonderfully marinated beef patty which on first bite is overtly savoury and swarming with flavour. Yet, on the consequent mouthfuls, it was just juicy and succulent and the egg was delightful; a perfect companion with the brown sauce. Read somewhere the meat has been prepared for 28 days!
Perhaps that explains the flavours so infused into the meat the usual taste of beef (minced beef especially) is masked. The pototoes were uniquely done up. Slightly salted, with a hint of crisp on the outside. Hardly any fault for this dish, perhaps too good to be true. I'm saliavating.

Beef Straganov with Buttered Rice
As can be seen, there seems to be no rice. It's under the delicious layer of seemingly scrambled eggs with just the right amount of milk and... vicousity. It was of the right texture, smooth and ready to slide down your throat. The beef was slightly tough but still gorgeously flavoured. Total match of flavours. Very in harmony this dish!

Salmon in Cream Sauce
The dish may sound boring but it's really the cream sauce that brings this dish out. The salmon was fresh and chunky and the cream sauce was different. Wee! Refreshing.

Spaghetti in Seafood Cream Sauce
I would say this to be the ultimate dark horse. The taste of the sea without any unfreshness and in all due respect the best pasta with seafood. It was a suprise when you first taste it. The texture and the slippery goodness of the sauce dotted with roe. Really really yum.

Bugis and The Central has outlets! Go try!

Ambience was lovely. We were so happy we almost started shouting in hyperestatic fits! (:

AND DESERT WAS AWESOME. IT WAS LIKE BAM BAM BAM AWESOME THROUGHOUT!

Macha something something with black honey. Black honey's good!
The sweet red bean paste was awesome and I kinda like the bitter green tea thing. Quite a cool combi!

We were so excited we digged in before taking a photo. Explains the spoon, Mine. LOL anyway, some black honey thing too with jelly salty inflated red beans.

Looked the best but the inside was just plain ice, bit cheated but the outside, the syrupy parts were good (:

Were so full we couldn't wake after this
And we had some egg dish too. Not bad too!
Maybe when you're happy whatever you eat is nice and good too! :D

Okay, right now I'm tired. Will sleep or something will be back with more! :x

2007-11-15T13:46:00.000+08:00

YO YO YO
Guess who's back, back again!
LOL sorry can't continue either because
I'm too tired
I'm too excited
or
I'm listening to Ma~Rooooon 5!

Been a tough tough ride with the last being the most

surprisingly-not-a-lot-of-emotions human geog paper

BUT IT'S OVER

not that it has sunk in, its my dumb mentality
this fear that perhaps
just perhaps
I MIGHT HAVE A PAPER TOMORROW

CHOY!

FIRST THING I'M NOT THAT BLUR
SECOND THING I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR SO LONG HOW CAN I POSSIBLY EVER EVER FORGETTEN/MISTAKEN IT!

I'm just not very awake to be so excited now. K bye.

HELLO WORLD~
AND TV AND HEROES and SHOWS SHOWS SHOWS

SHOPPING PROM FOOD FOOD FOOD

oh btw i'm currently very disgusted with myself. my flabbiness lol. gross.

2007-11-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

I'm here to remind myself I'm in the middle of what could perhaps beo ne of the most "memorable" events of my life.

Provided I don't kill myself and let those memories ebb away.

It's not just mentally draining. I just feel like I lose a bit of myself studying and eventually walking away from those papers.

& you don't get it.

2007-10-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

Pasar Malam Mania

Bright lights blinding
Riots and streamlined streetside stalls
Colours swirling, mercury rising
Multifarious trinkets and
multifarious burgers and
jolly kiddy rides, ricketing
unstabily, resoundingly gay.
Pasar Malam Mania, I say
The heartlander's fiesta

2007-10-20T18:15:00.000+08:00

My favourite notebook no less,
Sissy is baking (almost) non-stop
and she has all these (warped) weird ideas
that I must say turn out all the most interesting ways.
Western for dinner tomorrow :}
I want to cook and bake too
and sew and cut&paste
and draw; perhaps experiment with paint.

But...
nothing is working.
My head seems to be stuck on repeat
and a sad songs plays and rewinds and
play back
and stop
rewind
play back and goes on//
It's so loud it overrides and undermines everything.
The sad and very absolute truth.

I mean seriously?

2007-10-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

I just feel a sense of loss.
A deep melancholy.
You know how just some things are
after voicing it out; it sticks to you
like sticky glue and blends, morphs into
your thoughts, you feelings.

The bubble's burst and it's all lost
The words ain't staying in my head and
there is perpetual exhaustion to deal with.

Stop, take a look
take a step back, review.
Move along.

Simply no luxury to do that.
Eat sleep get fat.
It's a freaking cycle that drags on.

I know this will end,
I know it'll be over
But sometimes,
by counting down
It just emphasizes the time, the agony for it all the end.

I want to be strong
but I'm failing

The hatred is felt. Thank you very much and your displeasure shows
and yes, it's working.
So get the hell of out my face and deal with your own issues.

I need some respite.

"I hold the world but as the world, Gratiano; A stage where every man must play a part, And mine is a sad one”
-Shakespeare

It's a dark dark night.

2007-10-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

2007-10-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

For all the adventures we have undertaken and more we are going to in future.
Thank you baby (:

2007-08-10T00:42:00.001+08:00

Jinrickshaw Station built in 1903, betcha didn't know that.

For all the frantic dashes, excellent fish beehoon, encouragement and suprises! (:

Need to hang a sign around your neck. "I can guess what your wrapped present is with a squeeze" haha! I look pretty fine here too. *blush* LOL!

No! I don't want a shaking slurpie! Gimme some moolah!

k, chinatown, and mop head. no link.

cos we're all different with one thing linking us together; ~~the background~~ friendship (:

Random group discussions; often in the middle of nowhere.
Where to go what to eat? Who's joining us? What to do next week? How to do that? What about LJS? lol (: much love though irritating at times (especially when we're blocking human traffic)

WHERE'S MY CAKE? I WANT IT NOW!

*spastic happy*

WAHAHA. MATHS MADE ME MAD! I walked out of Best Denki looking like this (: cool like nothing before! LOL

RADICAL RANDOMNESS. THEY DON't DO IT LIKE THAT ANYMORE.

Technology is rad. If only we could personalise it! HEHE.

Bday food worthy for a king! hahaha!

Flutter!

2007-08-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

Uh huh. Uniform and in Sentosa. We were afterall celebrating! (:

Okay, now the words part, which after spending two hours to upload the pictures. I am indeed quite tired of sitting down staring at the screen but because unless I feel very very very motivated to blog, this will be my last blog, my last day of being aimless and the first day of something special (:

I had fun. Really, turning 18 was fun. More than I expected because of this and that and A'levels. Kahyih was positive and that was enough to motivate me along. Mr Ong was pretending to be an excellent karaoke junkie. He perfected the role. (: And we were off the the Chinese enclave in Singapore (showing off my Geog)

It was sheer madness. Running around, calling absentees for help(thanks alex!), thinking, surfing on the go and learning. I got a birthday suprise from Jingwei and Joanne. Spinelli Cake in Chinatown! Birthday song! Count the cows, share the cake, look lost for awhile. Woah. Intense (:
But it was all part of the learning journey. Learning about each other and Singapore and teachers! I had the most fun really with the class in a long long time. Thanks to the teachers' expertise we managed to manuveur around at breakneck speed. LOL (:

And then the collage, creatively disorganized i say (:

Met the gurlies there after, bought the craziest prop ever and went mad eating and playing and laughing. Jiayee has the coolest holga no sheeeeez (: a cool $100 darn. I was happy happy. And there produced a cake from the toilet. A good one I'll say (: Stuffed but oh so satisfied! I was really glad. I just felt so loved! Cheesy but so true.

Went shopping for a while and recieved a really nice card thereafter! Aww, many memories (: Saw Joel & Carissa; after tuition or something! ahha! Pleasant suprise. AGAIN! I love that day really. Then found out he was found the same church as this "Are you part of the 100k?" thing. way awesome. Heng ah. You'll laugh at my choices. No joke! :x

AH CHEW DESSERT WAS FUNNY. SOUR OR SWEET SWEET OF SOUR. GUESS PLAY LAUGH and then this michelle ah. tsk tsk! ): oh well.

I really appreciated the card and presence of everyone. I am really glad that I have such friends.
And being self centred for so long... I just really want to thank everyone! (cos I keep using "I" this, "I" that. Can't rephrase anything now, sobs)

It was humid
and there was no breeze.
We were sitting together like strangers
and yet the silence that hung around was comfortable.
The sky was cloudy and there were no signs of any stars at all.
The moon was sorely lacking and the waves, crashing barely mediocrely.
Ants were invading our territory and we unwillingly shifted away uncomfortably.
And it was just us and the mat, drinks which I couldn't buy and tiredness that was derived.
And then you said
I love you
in a whisper that I barely caught and
we embraced
and that was enough for me
because nothing esle needs to be said.

:D

This is it.

2007-07-26T18:38:00.000+08:00

Romance

Romance, who loves to nod and sing
With drowsy head and folded wing
Among green leaves as they shake
Far down within some shadowy lake
To me a painted paroquet
Hath been-a most familiar bird-
Taught me my alphabet to say
To lisp my very earliest word
While in the wild wood I did lie,
A child- with a most knowing eye.

Of late, eternal condor years
So sahke the very Heaven on high
With tulmult as they thunder by,
I have no time for idle cares
Through gazing on the unquiet sky
And when an hour with calmer wings
Its down upon my spirit flings-
That little time with lyre and rhyme
To while away- forbidden things
My heart would feel to be a crime
Unless it trembled with the strings.

-Edgar Allan Poe

2007-07-26T17:55:00.000+08:00

One reason why Literature drives me insanely crazy over it (:
It's like a hearty fix of thinking. Like really analysing the style, diction, form.
Woah. I get like an adrenaline rush.